Random Thoughts

Well, it's that time again already. Hopefully this week won't be bad. It's already been a hundred times better with my FWA out. I mean, it sucked having to do her job with no inkling of how to do it and having someone show me how to do it who has no idea how to do it either, but ugh, it's so nice not having to hear her screechy voice bitching about everything (I know- pot, kettle, but unlike her, I am the first to admit I am miserable human being; plus 99.99999% of the things she bitches about, she is in the wrong) and every fucking detail of her pregnancy.

I didn't have a bad weekend; it was actually somewhat nice. Unfortunately, my head was running a marathon of horrible images so I felt pretty miserable. The good news is, IT appears to be finally coming on, so maybe when it fully comes on, I'll feel a little better. I was about to lose it if it didn't come soon. This is ridiculous having to worry every month that I am never going to see it again.

And speaking of seeing....I haven't seen my commercial since last Sunday *sad face*

I started taking different probiotics last night. I know, I know, I said before I was never going to change them again after my experience with the ones from BJ's, but these are those ones I took last winter from Wal-Green's. I don't remember having any real trouble with them, so I figured I'd give them a shot again. I did forget about how when I started them, I was extremely congested for a few days. Hope that doesn't happen again. I had also questioned whether they were causing the cramping in my lower left abdomen....we now know they were not, since I continue to have it.

Getting my permanent crown this week finally. This temporary crown is driving me bananas. I am so worried about loosening it. Hopefully I won't feel as nervous once the permanent is put on. I am still pissed I had to have it done in the first place. I just wish I knew if I was going to be numbed or not. If they clean the tooth, I hope to God I am! And ugh, I am so ready for next weekend already. I plan on having a hunk of carrot cake. And I promise I will not throw it up. I've been doing good, haven't done it since Christmas (unfortunate I felt I had to do that). And dammit I am ready to go down the shore! I am ready to cram my face with shore food!

"Alien Days" just popped up on my iTunes. I watched that video the other day for the hell of it and it made me feel kinda.....sad. Especially the part when they're sitting at the table and are just looking at each other. Then I slapped myself across the face for having such, uh, alien feelings.

And another thing- I just realized it has been an incredibly long time since I have had an orgasm, minus waking up to them every so often. Jesus. No wonder I have been so grouchy. Unfortunately, I hurt something in my back earlier so getting one tonight is out of the question.

9:58PM: Just finally saw my commercial again! Yay!