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Showing posts with label Twitter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Twitter. Show all posts
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Merry Freaking Christmas!
There better not be one lie in this tweet:
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Damn You Louis Armstrong
Just heard "What A Wonderful World" for the first time in a long time and now I am a blubbery snotty mess. Don't know why that song gets to me the way it does.
Now I have the joy of going to bed and worrying I won't sleep or I'll wake up too early and/or overheated and that I will get up in the morning and my period still won't be here.
7:26AM: Well, I actually slept pretty great. But still no clear signs of a period.
10:35PM: I think I can [temporarily] breathe a sigh of relief.
I see Andrew has lost his mind on Twitter again. Also,where has Simon been on Twitter? Pretty sure he doesn't go more than a few days without opening his mouth. It's been almost 2 weeks.
Now I have the joy of going to bed and worrying I won't sleep or I'll wake up too early and/or overheated and that I will get up in the morning and my period still won't be here.
7:26AM: Well, I actually slept pretty great. But still no clear signs of a period.
10:35PM: I think I can [temporarily] breathe a sigh of relief.
I see Andrew has lost his mind on Twitter again. Also,where has Simon been on Twitter? Pretty sure he doesn't go more than a few days without opening his mouth. It's been almost 2 weeks.
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Random Thoughts
If my period doesn't come soon, I am going to scream. I have nasty PMS, my boobs hurt, and I am starting to worry that it's going to come later than last month or not at all.
I'm not done with that whole Twitter thing. We all know how much I love Andrew, but that boy needs to take a few seats. And the fact that I am having to sit here and defend Taylor Swift is pissing me off to no end. Out of all of the celebrities in the world, many of whom are completely selfish and worthless, I don't understand why he targets her specifically.
And then to say this:
Laugh. Out. Fucking. Loud. Dude, it's not like your Twitter page is exactly oozing with socially conscious messages either. What exactly is Andrew doing for this? And how does he know she doesn't? It's not like Andrew seems to pay much attention to shit anyway (see: calling out the Flaming Lips too). Isn't she pretty charitable? And last time I checked Twitter is not the only medium on earth for someone to spread a socially conscious message.
Also, I can't stand the horde of fans rushing in with their "OMG I love you your so right!" tweets. Good god, the MGMT fans on Tumblr must be frigging pissing themselves in excitement over these tweets. Why does such a great band have to have such a large number of embarrassing fans? Although to be fair, most bands seem to. Pretty much any Twitter of a band and/or musician I keep up with is filled with embarrassing tweets from fans. Facebook as well.
And why is Tumblr such a cesspool of embarrassment? And I swear, if I see one more white person complain about "white privilege", I am going to kick them.
God, I hate you so much right now Andrew for making me defend Taylor Swift.
So the party wasn't too terrible on Friday. No one pestered me to eat, although I now (yes, 2 days later) am racked with guilt for not eating, although it's not like there was anything for me to eat anyway. I did end up bringing home 2 pieces of cheesecake, though, and ate a half of each. I really wanted to be good on Friday and I ended up going way over my calorie intake. Then went over it on Saturday. And today. I'm pretty pissed at myself. And tired of having to be so strict.
And speaking of pissed, my FWA managed to piss me off 3 times that day. The first time was during the party- I was talking with my favorite doctor about Italy and then we were talking about Philadelphia and I said I grew up not far from the Tacony Palmyra Bridge and then I said something about that being the bridge I always take when I drive into Philly and then my FWA had to butt in and say that's the bridge she always takes. And how the last time she took it, there was an opening and she had a screaming hungry baby in the back. Then the doctor told a story about another time with an opening and someone being in labor and when he was finished, then she starts about when her water broke. At that point, the one who plays on her phone all the time threw down her dish and said "okay I'm done" and left the room and our most senior employee and I followed right behind her. We have all heard that story a million damn times. No one cares! Every woman in that room minus me has had their water break. At least twice!
Oh, but my bad, I forgot- every thing is 100 times more dramatic for her.
Then our most senior employee and I were talking about kids and she was walking by and as usual, had to stop and listen in. And then hijack it about her fucking brat. Our most senior employee got up and went to the bathroom. When she came back she gave me such a look and I just shook my head and said "I know!". Then the third time, one of my coworkers was asking me about my nephew and she interrupted that to talk about her brat again. I just walked away again. I heard my coworker bitching later on about her interrupting the conversation.
Girls' shopping day ended up not being too bad. Minus the pouring rain. I think the whole thing I was upset over was wondering how late we were going to be out. Anymore I have really bad anxiety issues over being out late. But we got home before 10, so I was relieved about that.
This issue with being out late is starting to annoy me. My sister asked me if I wanted to do something tomorrow night and it's from 8 to 11 and while I wouldn't mind going, I don't want to be out that late. And now I feel so awful and guilty.
And speaking of feeling awful, I had to go to that baby shower today and when we got there, my cousin (the mother-in-law of the guest of honor) told us there was an open table and after we said hi to people, we went back to the table. Which was basically in a corner and was just my mom, my sister, and me. I was a little bugged by it, but my mom was very upset.
I guess I need to just start accepting I am always going to be an outcast. I know my odd behavior and tendency to be bitchy (although the latter tends to be done in private) doesn't help.....but it's not like I was always like that, so what was the excuse back then? This kind of treatment is why I am the way I am today. In school, I was extremely quiet and shy, but if I did talk to anyone, I usually was pleasant and I usually talked with anyone. Yet I still had to endure a lot of shit from people. Even my teachers got on me about being too shy and quiet (usually in front of the entire class) and would treat me pretty rudely over it. Why was it such a big deal that I was shy and quiet? I grew up with all of my cousins ignoring me for no damn reason. I don't get it.
And then to annoy me even more, I find out yesterday that my sister had my brother-in-law take off Friday. The day I am off as well. So now I get to have the day off to do something Christmasy....and my brother-in-law is going to be there to probably ruin it. Thanks a lot, sis.
I'm not done with that whole Twitter thing. We all know how much I love Andrew, but that boy needs to take a few seats. And the fact that I am having to sit here and defend Taylor Swift is pissing me off to no end. Out of all of the celebrities in the world, many of whom are completely selfish and worthless, I don't understand why he targets her specifically.
And then to say this:
@evsmora @taylorswift13 yeah with a gazillion people following her every move. Imagine if she said something socially conscious
— EmmaHayEmmaTay (@whoisMGMT) December 4, 2014
Laugh. Out. Fucking. Loud. Dude, it's not like your Twitter page is exactly oozing with socially conscious messages either. What exactly is Andrew doing for this? And how does he know she doesn't? It's not like Andrew seems to pay much attention to shit anyway (see: calling out the Flaming Lips too). Isn't she pretty charitable? And last time I checked Twitter is not the only medium on earth for someone to spread a socially conscious message.
Also, I can't stand the horde of fans rushing in with their "OMG I love you your so right!" tweets. Good god, the MGMT fans on Tumblr must be frigging pissing themselves in excitement over these tweets. Why does such a great band have to have such a large number of embarrassing fans? Although to be fair, most bands seem to. Pretty much any Twitter of a band and/or musician I keep up with is filled with embarrassing tweets from fans. Facebook as well.
And why is Tumblr such a cesspool of embarrassment? And I swear, if I see one more white person complain about "white privilege", I am going to kick them.
God, I hate you so much right now Andrew for making me defend Taylor Swift.
So the party wasn't too terrible on Friday. No one pestered me to eat, although I now (yes, 2 days later) am racked with guilt for not eating, although it's not like there was anything for me to eat anyway. I did end up bringing home 2 pieces of cheesecake, though, and ate a half of each. I really wanted to be good on Friday and I ended up going way over my calorie intake. Then went over it on Saturday. And today. I'm pretty pissed at myself. And tired of having to be so strict.
And speaking of pissed, my FWA managed to piss me off 3 times that day. The first time was during the party- I was talking with my favorite doctor about Italy and then we were talking about Philadelphia and I said I grew up not far from the Tacony Palmyra Bridge and then I said something about that being the bridge I always take when I drive into Philly and then my FWA had to butt in and say that's the bridge she always takes. And how the last time she took it, there was an opening and she had a screaming hungry baby in the back. Then the doctor told a story about another time with an opening and someone being in labor and when he was finished, then she starts about when her water broke. At that point, the one who plays on her phone all the time threw down her dish and said "okay I'm done" and left the room and our most senior employee and I followed right behind her. We have all heard that story a million damn times. No one cares! Every woman in that room minus me has had their water break. At least twice!
Oh, but my bad, I forgot- every thing is 100 times more dramatic for her.
Then our most senior employee and I were talking about kids and she was walking by and as usual, had to stop and listen in. And then hijack it about her fucking brat. Our most senior employee got up and went to the bathroom. When she came back she gave me such a look and I just shook my head and said "I know!". Then the third time, one of my coworkers was asking me about my nephew and she interrupted that to talk about her brat again. I just walked away again. I heard my coworker bitching later on about her interrupting the conversation.
Girls' shopping day ended up not being too bad. Minus the pouring rain. I think the whole thing I was upset over was wondering how late we were going to be out. Anymore I have really bad anxiety issues over being out late. But we got home before 10, so I was relieved about that.
This issue with being out late is starting to annoy me. My sister asked me if I wanted to do something tomorrow night and it's from 8 to 11 and while I wouldn't mind going, I don't want to be out that late. And now I feel so awful and guilty.
And speaking of feeling awful, I had to go to that baby shower today and when we got there, my cousin (the mother-in-law of the guest of honor) told us there was an open table and after we said hi to people, we went back to the table. Which was basically in a corner and was just my mom, my sister, and me. I was a little bugged by it, but my mom was very upset.
I guess I need to just start accepting I am always going to be an outcast. I know my odd behavior and tendency to be bitchy (although the latter tends to be done in private) doesn't help.....but it's not like I was always like that, so what was the excuse back then? This kind of treatment is why I am the way I am today. In school, I was extremely quiet and shy, but if I did talk to anyone, I usually was pleasant and I usually talked with anyone. Yet I still had to endure a lot of shit from people. Even my teachers got on me about being too shy and quiet (usually in front of the entire class) and would treat me pretty rudely over it. Why was it such a big deal that I was shy and quiet? I grew up with all of my cousins ignoring me for no damn reason. I don't get it.
And then to annoy me even more, I find out yesterday that my sister had my brother-in-law take off Friday. The day I am off as well. So now I get to have the day off to do something Christmasy....and my brother-in-law is going to be there to probably ruin it. Thanks a lot, sis.
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Ugh
As per my usual routine, I visited all my usual web sites when I came home. One of which is MGMT's Twatter page. All I have to say is WUT.
Look, I am not going to knock Andrew for having an opinion on what I assume is to be Ferguson and the whole police brutality thing. What I have an issue with is him complaining about others not speaking out. I'm sorry, why do people need to have an opinion and/or speak out on this? Maybe, just maybe, some people don't truly have an opinion on it. Maybe people don't have an opinion on it BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT THERE TO KNOW THE TRUE STORY. Like 99.9% of things in life, I am very ambivalent towards the case. Honestly, I don't think Michael Brown was entirely innocent in the whole thing, but I also don't think the cop was in the right either. Then again, I am not a cop, so what do I know when my life is being threatened? If it really was being threatened? Again, I was not there so I don't truly know what was going on between the 2 men.
The Eric Garner case, I am more inclined to form an opinion. I think that whole entire situation was just disgusting. The guy was repeatedly saying he couldn't breathe, for the love of God.
The only thing I am sure of is I do believe that racial profiling exists big time. And I disagree with the destructive rioting and looting. The cynic in me wonders how many of the people rioting and looting really give a flying fuck about the case. I seen a picture of a woman crying whose bakery was destroyed by these assholes and I felt so bad for her. I was glad to read a few days later that more than $200,000 was raised for her to rebuild her business.
Or maybe some people won't put out an opinion because they know whatever they say will be met with criticism. This is one of those situations where no matter which side you take, you're going to get reamed out by someone for it. And I think even if Taylor Swift was to say something about it, someone would eventually tell her she's just a basic white bitch who needs to sit down. I don't doubt it for one second. I can just see all the privileged white girl social justice warriors on ONTD losing their FREAKING minds at her. I can also see those same bitches tearing Andrew another asshole just for the sole reason of being a white boy. So, in the end, there is no win.
And clearly Andrew doesn't pay attention to shit, because if he did, he would know that Wayne Coyne is too busy partying with Miley Cyrus to offer an opinion on the whole situation.
ETA 9:40PM: This didn't occur to me until just now, but a big thing being posted on my local news' Facebook page when all the rioting and shit started was a picture of Autumn Pasquale and something about how when she was killed, no one rioted. If no one knows the story, she was a white tween girl killed by 2 black teen boys. Yes, it is true, no one did riot. Instead, Mommy and Daddy want to sue the police for not doing enough. That is just laughable. They found that girl in about 48 hours, give or take. That town was torn right side up to find her. And no matter when they found her, she would have been dead.
That story made me aware of just how true that whole thing about white girls missing being big news. During the same time she was missing, this absolutely adorable baby Indian girl was kidnapped and I barely heard squat about her. Every so often my local news would report on it, but not nearly as much as Autumn Pasquale and it pissed me off that the news didn't follow it more. Sadly, she ended up being found dead, but her killer, who I think was her uncle or something and had also killed the baby's grandmother, was just recently sentenced to death. One of the few times I fully support the death penalty.
Look, I am not going to knock Andrew for having an opinion on what I assume is to be Ferguson and the whole police brutality thing. What I have an issue with is him complaining about others not speaking out. I'm sorry, why do people need to have an opinion and/or speak out on this? Maybe, just maybe, some people don't truly have an opinion on it. Maybe people don't have an opinion on it BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT THERE TO KNOW THE TRUE STORY. Like 99.9% of things in life, I am very ambivalent towards the case. Honestly, I don't think Michael Brown was entirely innocent in the whole thing, but I also don't think the cop was in the right either. Then again, I am not a cop, so what do I know when my life is being threatened? If it really was being threatened? Again, I was not there so I don't truly know what was going on between the 2 men.
The Eric Garner case, I am more inclined to form an opinion. I think that whole entire situation was just disgusting. The guy was repeatedly saying he couldn't breathe, for the love of God.
The only thing I am sure of is I do believe that racial profiling exists big time. And I disagree with the destructive rioting and looting. The cynic in me wonders how many of the people rioting and looting really give a flying fuck about the case. I seen a picture of a woman crying whose bakery was destroyed by these assholes and I felt so bad for her. I was glad to read a few days later that more than $200,000 was raised for her to rebuild her business.
Or maybe some people won't put out an opinion because they know whatever they say will be met with criticism. This is one of those situations where no matter which side you take, you're going to get reamed out by someone for it. And I think even if Taylor Swift was to say something about it, someone would eventually tell her she's just a basic white bitch who needs to sit down. I don't doubt it for one second. I can just see all the privileged white girl social justice warriors on ONTD losing their FREAKING minds at her. I can also see those same bitches tearing Andrew another asshole just for the sole reason of being a white boy. So, in the end, there is no win.
And clearly Andrew doesn't pay attention to shit, because if he did, he would know that Wayne Coyne is too busy partying with Miley Cyrus to offer an opinion on the whole situation.
ETA 9:40PM: This didn't occur to me until just now, but a big thing being posted on my local news' Facebook page when all the rioting and shit started was a picture of Autumn Pasquale and something about how when she was killed, no one rioted. If no one knows the story, she was a white tween girl killed by 2 black teen boys. Yes, it is true, no one did riot. Instead, Mommy and Daddy want to sue the police for not doing enough. That is just laughable. They found that girl in about 48 hours, give or take. That town was torn right side up to find her. And no matter when they found her, she would have been dead.
That story made me aware of just how true that whole thing about white girls missing being big news. During the same time she was missing, this absolutely adorable baby Indian girl was kidnapped and I barely heard squat about her. Every so often my local news would report on it, but not nearly as much as Autumn Pasquale and it pissed me off that the news didn't follow it more. Sadly, she ended up being found dead, but her killer, who I think was her uncle or something and had also killed the baby's grandmother, was just recently sentenced to death. One of the few times I fully support the death penalty.
Monday, November 17, 2014
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Random Thoughts
When we were going to the eye doctor on Monday, we passed by my high school and marching band was practicing on the fools ball field. Probably doing their 3PM to 6PM practice like we always did. Man, I do NOT miss those days one bit. Fools ball games and competitions, that's about it. Those were fun. But the rest of it, the people, the instructors, etc- you can have it.
Actually, I don't miss anything about high school. If I could physically reach into my brain and physically pull out my high school memories and destroy them, I totally would.
I am so damn nauseous and bloated right now I could scream. My period needs to come on soon. Tomorrow is my "due" date so hopefully it will come on. Otherwise a meltdown will ensue.
Last night was probably one of the best nights I slept in a while. I don't think it took me long to fall asleep and I stayed sleeping until sometime around 4 (stupid bladder) then I climbed back into bed and slept until 6:15AM. It was nice, because I am so over this insomnia shit. The only night I ever seem to get a really good night's sleep anymore are Friday nights.
It needs to be the weekend already.
Oh wait, my brother-in-law is fucking it up.
And the following one as well.
And here is a good one for y'all- my FWA came back from lunch two minutes early.
And last but not least- is the header on MGMT's Twitter page supposed to be a drawing of Andrew? Because it certainly looks like it is.
Actually, I don't miss anything about high school. If I could physically reach into my brain and physically pull out my high school memories and destroy them, I totally would.
I am so damn nauseous and bloated right now I could scream. My period needs to come on soon. Tomorrow is my "due" date so hopefully it will come on. Otherwise a meltdown will ensue.
Last night was probably one of the best nights I slept in a while. I don't think it took me long to fall asleep and I stayed sleeping until sometime around 4 (stupid bladder) then I climbed back into bed and slept until 6:15AM. It was nice, because I am so over this insomnia shit. The only night I ever seem to get a really good night's sleep anymore are Friday nights.
It needs to be the weekend already.
Oh wait, my brother-in-law is fucking it up.
And the following one as well.
And here is a good one for y'all- my FWA came back from lunch two minutes early.
And last but not least- is the header on MGMT's Twitter page supposed to be a drawing of Andrew? Because it certainly looks like it is.
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Monday, September 1, 2014
Tweet Of The Day
Any leaked nude photos of Baggy are not real they are FAKE everyone just fucking chill
— MMMGGGMMMTTT (@whoisMGMT) September 1, 2014
Can you see why I love this man?
Monday, August 11, 2014
Dafuq
Was just on MGMT's Twitter page. Has Andrew lost his mind?
Also, oven baked Cheetos are actually pretty good.
And speaking of dafuq, I actually slept pretty well last night. Of course, I was up an hour before I needed to wake up and never fell back asleep. Had knots in my stomach the whole way to work. Got there and 3 of my coworkers were outside. The first thing our most senior employee, the one who was on vacation the same week I was out, said to me was "good for you!" and later on she told me she was really proud of me. Everyone in the office apparently was proud of me. Don't know what to say to that or whether to believe it, but whatever.
Anyway, I only had 2 emails and one was something about our system malfunctioning one day and another was from Ms. Croquette in response to my email about having a doctor's appointment. I had already clocked out and was out the door when she sent it. It simply said "was this a planned appointment?". First thing I thought was JFC are you kidding me? I refuse to reply to it, although I'd like to reply to it with "you know what? No it wasn't a planned appointment. It was a my employers decided to be bastards and not give me three lousy days off that I desperately needed and I got myself so sick and upset IN ADDITION TO OTHER STRESSES that I had no choice but to go to the doctor to get something to calm me down and get me out of work or else I would end up buying a gun and blowing my brains out appointment." Fuck you, bitch.
Also, oven baked Cheetos are actually pretty good.
And speaking of dafuq, I actually slept pretty well last night. Of course, I was up an hour before I needed to wake up and never fell back asleep. Had knots in my stomach the whole way to work. Got there and 3 of my coworkers were outside. The first thing our most senior employee, the one who was on vacation the same week I was out, said to me was "good for you!" and later on she told me she was really proud of me. Everyone in the office apparently was proud of me. Don't know what to say to that or whether to believe it, but whatever.
Anyway, I only had 2 emails and one was something about our system malfunctioning one day and another was from Ms. Croquette in response to my email about having a doctor's appointment. I had already clocked out and was out the door when she sent it. It simply said "was this a planned appointment?". First thing I thought was JFC are you kidding me? I refuse to reply to it, although I'd like to reply to it with "you know what? No it wasn't a planned appointment. It was a my employers decided to be bastards and not give me three lousy days off that I desperately needed and I got myself so sick and upset IN ADDITION TO OTHER STRESSES that I had no choice but to go to the doctor to get something to calm me down and get me out of work or else I would end up buying a gun and blowing my brains out appointment." Fuck you, bitch.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Dafuq
@whoisMGMT pspoem works best when sung with 90s grunge voice or like axel rose
— MMGGMMTT (@whoisMGMT) July 29, 2014
Did Andrew really just tweet at himself?
The owner of that Tartlr page I visit/make digs at has repeatedly made remarks of Andrew not being the sharpest tool in the shed when it comes to technology. I would believe it.
And speaking of making digs, that girl is one obnoxious little snot. And then when she ends up upsetting people who comment on her page, it's OMG I AM SO SORRY I WAS JUST BEING SARCASTIC. Take the hint, honey. YOU SUCK AT SARCASM.
Saturday, June 7, 2014
Wut
#MyDiary pic.twitter.com/kcIDZxNxSd
— MMGGMMTT (@whoisMGMT) June 7, 2014
This looks like something you would see in Psych 101 when you're on the topic of abusive relationships. Why on earth would Andrew post something like this?
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Tweet Of The Day
Actually it's a whole damn Twitter:
Dan Reynolds (DanReynolds) on Twitter
Damn, he is deep.
I am not sure if I am being sarcastic, if I really mean that, or a little of both.
ETA 6/8: THE VERDICT IS.....I meant it, with a pinch of sarcasm. I tried, my black cold self tried to roll my eyes at the stuff he wrote and I just....couldn't. Dan seems like way too nice of a guy and I can tell from some of the things he wrote that this is definitely someone with a history of depression and anxiety issues. These two tweets make me incredibly sad:
That's a shame he feels that way. I am sure he was a very good friend, if he is anything like his Twitter persona.
Dan Reynolds (DanReynolds) on Twitter
Damn, he is deep.
I am not sure if I am being sarcastic, if I really mean that, or a little of both.
ETA 6/8: THE VERDICT IS.....I meant it, with a pinch of sarcasm. I tried, my black cold self tried to roll my eyes at the stuff he wrote and I just....couldn't. Dan seems like way too nice of a guy and I can tell from some of the things he wrote that this is definitely someone with a history of depression and anxiety issues. These two tweets make me incredibly sad:
he took his life and I think of him all the time. I think of what I could have done. I could have been a better friend.
— Dan Reynolds (@DanReynolds) May 12, 2014
i lost one of my best friends to him dealing with a lifetime of judgement and false friends. i will forever regret not being a better friend
— Dan Reynolds (@DanReynolds) May 12, 2014
That's a shame he feels that way. I am sure he was a very good friend, if he is anything like his Twitter persona.
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Tweet Of The Day
We are slowly Morphing into one being pic.twitter.com/x6m4hKP7Ux
— MMGGMMTT (@whoisMGMT) April 29, 2014
Those comments, tho.....second-hand embarrassment. So much second-hand embarrassment.
Monday, March 24, 2014
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Random Thoughts
Well, my nephew's first birthday party is done and over with. It was a nice day. Well, not so much the weather (It snowed. Again). My nephew was cranky as shit, though, because he didn't nap. I love that boy to death, but things like that remind me why I don't want children.
Last weekend, I went to one of our farmer's markets with my parents so they could get some supplies for the party today. And while I was there, I happened to see some kid I went to school with. And I actually had a crush on him in sixth grade. Of course, like 99% of the crushes I have had, I look back at it in horror. He was disabled, more than likely what I was attracted to, since I have admitted to having a bit of a fetish for before. Anyway, he happened to turn around at one point and....let's just say he was more disabled than the last time I saw him. And I am absolutely ashamed to admit this, but.....I was fucking horrified. And even worse, I was repulsed. It actually skeeved me out. And I can't stop thinking about it and it's just so repulsive. I can't stand that it won't leave my head, not to mention I feel AWFUL for feeling so horrible about it.
I know, I know. God, I am a horrible person.
I was on MGMT's Twitter page last night and....thirst. So much thirst. Thirst as far as the eye can see. It was freaking embarrassing. And speaking of thirst, one of the fan pages I visit posted a picture of what is supposedly Andrew in his undies and people were freaking out about seeing his penis. And saying he is pretty well endowed. Now I enlarged the picture as big as my iPad would allow (what? I never denied not being thirsty myself), but to be honest, I don't think he is really that big. I'm not saying that as a bad thing, because he looks like he is a nice size. Then again, I won't deny that I don't know what truly would be considered a big penis as opposed to a small one. Besides, the idea of a huge penis inside of me scares the ever loving shit out of me, so even if he is actually what is considered small, what the hell do I care?
When my FWA's friend came to work with pinkeye, my FWA threw a fit and made it all about herself and her damn pregnancy. She started again on Friday about it, that her friend had a lot of nerve coming in to work with pink eye when she knows a pregnant person works there and can't take antibiotics. She's been constantly ranting about getting it and not being able to take antibiotics, so finally I texted my sister and asked her if it's true pregnant women can't take antibiotics. She said nope, they can. I swear, my FWA finds any fucking reason to make everything about her pregnancy. And all she does the whole damn day is walk around rubbing her belly and talking about her pregnancy and I feel like saying JFC we know you're pregnant STFU!
And one day she said something about being on WIC and how she doesn't want to be, but she needs some assistance. No. If you can't afford baby without assistance, then you don't deliberately get pregnant. Just because you WANT a baby doesn't mean you get one when you want it.
I still cannot get over missing that commercial the other day. It still infuriates me. I used to always see it during Too Cute or American Eats and I see it during neither. I even put the Olympics on, since I know the product the commercial is for are sponsors (I actually keep wondering if the Olympics are maybe why I am not seeing it, because it didn't start not showing until they started). And still nothing. I swear, if I ever get to see it again, I am going to miss it again because I am going to pass out from shock.
And sure, thanks to the wonderful world of the internet, I can watch it on Youtube and do, in fact, have it on my favorites list. But I haven't watch it yet because.....I don't know, I feel kind of awkward watching it. Don't ask me to explain, because I don't know why.
And speaking of commercials, I keep seeing commercials for Longhorn and they show the Chocolate Stampede in it and it's making me crave it so bad. All 2430 calories of it. I'm still pissed they got rid of that dessert with the fried cheesecake pieces on top of ice cream with strawberry syrup. It was so good! And I am also debating whether I want to try the Blizzard of the Month (red velvet cake) or not. It looks good, but sounds kind of sweet.
I called the dentist earlier and ended up making an appointment for Monday morning at 9. The girl was so abrupt on the phone (which was surprising, because usually she is fairly nice) and I ended up kind of caving into the appointment. I really want to go as soon as possible, but I am afraid of telling my manager about it. I would still go in to work at normal time and leave like 8:40 or so. But still. I don't know whether to cancel it or just keep it and call my boss before Monday to let her know I made an urgent appointment.
Last weekend, I went to one of our farmer's markets with my parents so they could get some supplies for the party today. And while I was there, I happened to see some kid I went to school with. And I actually had a crush on him in sixth grade. Of course, like 99% of the crushes I have had, I look back at it in horror. He was disabled, more than likely what I was attracted to, since I have admitted to having a bit of a fetish for before. Anyway, he happened to turn around at one point and....let's just say he was more disabled than the last time I saw him. And I am absolutely ashamed to admit this, but.....I was fucking horrified. And even worse, I was repulsed. It actually skeeved me out. And I can't stop thinking about it and it's just so repulsive. I can't stand that it won't leave my head, not to mention I feel AWFUL for feeling so horrible about it.
I know, I know. God, I am a horrible person.
I was on MGMT's Twitter page last night and....thirst. So much thirst. Thirst as far as the eye can see. It was freaking embarrassing. And speaking of thirst, one of the fan pages I visit posted a picture of what is supposedly Andrew in his undies and people were freaking out about seeing his penis. And saying he is pretty well endowed. Now I enlarged the picture as big as my iPad would allow (what? I never denied not being thirsty myself), but to be honest, I don't think he is really that big. I'm not saying that as a bad thing, because he looks like he is a nice size. Then again, I won't deny that I don't know what truly would be considered a big penis as opposed to a small one. Besides, the idea of a huge penis inside of me scares the ever loving shit out of me, so even if he is actually what is considered small, what the hell do I care?
When my FWA's friend came to work with pinkeye, my FWA threw a fit and made it all about herself and her damn pregnancy. She started again on Friday about it, that her friend had a lot of nerve coming in to work with pink eye when she knows a pregnant person works there and can't take antibiotics. She's been constantly ranting about getting it and not being able to take antibiotics, so finally I texted my sister and asked her if it's true pregnant women can't take antibiotics. She said nope, they can. I swear, my FWA finds any fucking reason to make everything about her pregnancy. And all she does the whole damn day is walk around rubbing her belly and talking about her pregnancy and I feel like saying JFC we know you're pregnant STFU!
And one day she said something about being on WIC and how she doesn't want to be, but she needs some assistance. No. If you can't afford baby without assistance, then you don't deliberately get pregnant. Just because you WANT a baby doesn't mean you get one when you want it.
I still cannot get over missing that commercial the other day. It still infuriates me. I used to always see it during Too Cute or American Eats and I see it during neither. I even put the Olympics on, since I know the product the commercial is for are sponsors (I actually keep wondering if the Olympics are maybe why I am not seeing it, because it didn't start not showing until they started). And still nothing. I swear, if I ever get to see it again, I am going to miss it again because I am going to pass out from shock.
And sure, thanks to the wonderful world of the internet, I can watch it on Youtube and do, in fact, have it on my favorites list. But I haven't watch it yet because.....I don't know, I feel kind of awkward watching it. Don't ask me to explain, because I don't know why.
And speaking of commercials, I keep seeing commercials for Longhorn and they show the Chocolate Stampede in it and it's making me crave it so bad. All 2430 calories of it. I'm still pissed they got rid of that dessert with the fried cheesecake pieces on top of ice cream with strawberry syrup. It was so good! And I am also debating whether I want to try the Blizzard of the Month (red velvet cake) or not. It looks good, but sounds kind of sweet.
I called the dentist earlier and ended up making an appointment for Monday morning at 9. The girl was so abrupt on the phone (which was surprising, because usually she is fairly nice) and I ended up kind of caving into the appointment. I really want to go as soon as possible, but I am afraid of telling my manager about it. I would still go in to work at normal time and leave like 8:40 or so. But still. I don't know whether to cancel it or just keep it and call my boss before Monday to let her know I made an urgent appointment.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Random Thoughts
Yay, I currently have the new MGMT CD in my possession. I was up and out before noon to run to Best Buy- the only store I know of that was selling it- to get my copy. Huzzah!
And while I still love the band and their music, I am really, REALLY starting to get annoyed with the fan base. I'm sorry, have I stumbled into a One Direction forum and am misreading One Direction as MGMT? Because that is what I am starting to feel like. I said before that the people who are only here for "Kids" didn't bother me much, as I figure it's their lost. However, once I stumbled upon this article and read this part, my mind completely changed:
The girl calling the idiot out was hardly slut shaming. What the girl was saying is disgusting and disrespectful. There is no reason to tell someone, whether you are joking or not, to post pictures of his penis. Do these people even stop and think maybe, just maybe, it may make someone feel uncomfortable? If I was a celebrity and had fans telling me to post pictures of my lady parts, I would be very pissed. Then again, if I had fans tweeting me that shit, I would not hesitate to post something telling them if they do not stop, I will block them. And can you imagine if a man was saying similar things to a female singer? People would be out for blood.
I wonder how many of these girls go after his girlfriend and say nasty things about her, if not directly at her. I know she supposedly has had nasty stuff thrown at her. I kind of feel bad for her. She looks like a nice girl. These children need to have several seats.
Also, Ben sounds really pretentious in a lot of articles. I can't put my finger on why, but he just does. And that one before- Kirsten Dunst? Really? LOL. I don't dislike her, but.....seriously? That is a strange pairing. And the most shocking of all if was true and referring to Andrew- he actually dated someone older than him? And here is another really good article. I do wonder, though, is Ben's comment about things being safe and sound supposed to be snark against the Capitol Cities song? If it is.....come on. I don't think that song is meant to be taken seriously.
That second picture.....
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I received an email on Monday night congratulating me on being eligible to move forward in the employment process. I had to fill out this long ass application. A few hours after I finished it, I received a call from my former manager that she was given the okay to bring me in. So I am going in at 1:00PM later on. I am more annoyed over it interrupting my lunch time than anything.
I want a job, and I am somewhat excited over working somewhere I already know the ins and outs of, as well as getting a paycheck and benefits again finally. I also like that it is pretty close to home. But I am really not excited about working with these people again. I started to cry earlier because all I could think is, I don't want to be around these people again. I just want to write them off, put them in the past and move on. Like many other things in life.
And do you know what is not helping? It's getting close to that time.
And while I still love the band and their music, I am really, REALLY starting to get annoyed with the fan base. I'm sorry, have I stumbled into a One Direction forum and am misreading One Direction as MGMT? Because that is what I am starting to feel like. I said before that the people who are only here for "Kids" didn't bother me much, as I figure it's their lost. However, once I stumbled upon this article and read this part, my mind completely changed:
A group of high schoolers admit that they don't even know Congratulations, MGMT's polarizing second album from 2010, even exists.Seriously? I mean, for the love of God, REALLY??? I wonder how many true fans missed out going to that concert because a bunch of assholes who apparently know nothing about the band got tickets instead. Although I am sure this group mentioned above is not the "Kids"-only fans. These are probably the ones who are there for one thing and one thing only- Andrew. Yes, yes, I know I could go on for decades about how hot and gorgeous he is. I did like their music long before I saw what any of them looked like, though. But these girls are so fucking annoying. There has been one on their Twitter page lately who keeps leaving comments that are borderline sexual harassment. Why she has not been banned yet, I don't understand. And someone called her out on her comments earlier, and then later on another dumb bitch comes in and reams that girl out for "slut shaming" (I swear, whoever invented that term needs a swift kick to the ass).
The girl calling the idiot out was hardly slut shaming. What the girl was saying is disgusting and disrespectful. There is no reason to tell someone, whether you are joking or not, to post pictures of his penis. Do these people even stop and think maybe, just maybe, it may make someone feel uncomfortable? If I was a celebrity and had fans telling me to post pictures of my lady parts, I would be very pissed. Then again, if I had fans tweeting me that shit, I would not hesitate to post something telling them if they do not stop, I will block them. And can you imagine if a man was saying similar things to a female singer? People would be out for blood.
I wonder how many of these girls go after his girlfriend and say nasty things about her, if not directly at her. I know she supposedly has had nasty stuff thrown at her. I kind of feel bad for her. She looks like a nice girl. These children need to have several seats.
Also, Ben sounds really pretentious in a lot of articles. I can't put my finger on why, but he just does. And that one before- Kirsten Dunst? Really? LOL. I don't dislike her, but.....seriously? That is a strange pairing. And the most shocking of all if was true and referring to Andrew- he actually dated someone older than him? And here is another really good article. I do wonder, though, is Ben's comment about things being safe and sound supposed to be snark against the Capitol Cities song? If it is.....come on. I don't think that song is meant to be taken seriously.
That second picture.....
See more on Know Your Meme
I received an email on Monday night congratulating me on being eligible to move forward in the employment process. I had to fill out this long ass application. A few hours after I finished it, I received a call from my former manager that she was given the okay to bring me in. So I am going in at 1:00PM later on. I am more annoyed over it interrupting my lunch time than anything.
I want a job, and I am somewhat excited over working somewhere I already know the ins and outs of, as well as getting a paycheck and benefits again finally. I also like that it is pretty close to home. But I am really not excited about working with these people again. I started to cry earlier because all I could think is, I don't want to be around these people again. I just want to write them off, put them in the past and move on. Like many other things in life.
And do you know what is not helping? It's getting close to that time.
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Random Thoughts
I am starting to really feel shitty after that fight the other day. I don't feel bad about anything I said; I just feel bad about fighting in general. The worst thing I said was I told my mother she sucks to talk to. She told me she doesn't want to tell me what I am. That has been bothering me. What DOES she think I am? And the fact that she came at me not once, not twice, but three or more times.....that really upset me. My trust in people, including family, is extremely thin right now. This just put a giant crack in it. It is going to eat at me for a long time.
After crying enough tears to fill a small swimming pool before going to bed on Tuesday night, I woke up on Wednesday, hopped on my bike, and put Pitbulls and Parolees on (yeah, for reality, it's actually a really good show) and right when I put it on, they were putting this beautiful white pit down because she was so riddled with cancer. I didn't think it was possible for me to cry anymore, but oh did I. I had so many tears pouring down my face, it was ridiculous.
And my neck is still bothering me. Assuming it is from when I had a panic attack, I don't know the hell I did, but I really strained something. All I know is I was physically shaking and crying really bad during and after the fight, I went into my bedroom, sat down on my head and just really let loose in crying. And then I started to hyperventilate and I was rocking back and forth and trying to get myself under control. Don't know what I did during that time to strain something. It seems to ease up once I take Advil and put some heat on it. But then I go to bed and wake up with increased pain all over again. The pain is more intense when I try to move my head to the left. My anxiety levels have been sky high the past 2 days with thoughts of what else it could be causing the neck pain. And add that into feeling really lousy from fighting and I am just a wreck.
After the fight, I went to the store with my sister and I was able to return the probiotics without a problem. I am so disappointed; I really wanted them to work. Now it's back to the old reliables.
So I checked on this MGMT status that some kid had posted a sarcastic comment on and everyone was losing their fucking minds over it. If it wasn't obvious that the kid was being sarcastic, then damn, folks. And the kid even admitted he was sarcastic and people were still losing their minds over it. Clearly, when you are a true MGMT fan, you are also illiterate. And I have been waiting for it and finally that dumbass I talked about before left a comment (by the way, his last name is Weber). I swear, if that kid makes one more "you are to mainstream" (sic) comment, I am going to hunt him down and put my foot up his ass. That boy needs to take a seat forever.
I like when I go on their Twitter page and whenever they post something, someone, usually a tween girl, will just post "I LOVE YOU". Yeah, you're following them, I would hope you do. Ugh. And then the ones whose user names end with one of their last names is just creepy. Have I ever combined my name with Andrew's last name? Of course I have. I couldn't call myself a proper stan without doing so. But it was just for the fun of it. I said it in my head. I would never write it down or say it out loud or anything. And it actually has a pretty nice ring to it, if I do say so myself.
Their performance on Letterman was good, although I think Andrew could have sang a little louder. I thought his glasses were pretty funny. I wonder if he still isn't allowed to play the guitar yet or what. I read an article yesterday reviewing the new album and damn, Andrew looks good in the picture. But I am not sure why people are saying he hasn't aged. He certainly has. I am not saying he looks like an old man or anything, but he definitely does not have as much as the baby face he used to have. No way. You can't look at this picture from back in the day and tell me with a straight face that he still has the same exact face and hasn't aged at all. But whatever, I'd hit it no matter what. Even if one day he woke up and decided man, I have decided I want to become a women, I'd still hit it. Man, I can't wait until that album comes out. Also, whatever happened to them announcing new US tour dates? I thought they were supposed to do that last month. And why do I have the feeling I am never going to get to see them live again?
After crying enough tears to fill a small swimming pool before going to bed on Tuesday night, I woke up on Wednesday, hopped on my bike, and put Pitbulls and Parolees on (yeah, for reality, it's actually a really good show) and right when I put it on, they were putting this beautiful white pit down because she was so riddled with cancer. I didn't think it was possible for me to cry anymore, but oh did I. I had so many tears pouring down my face, it was ridiculous.
And my neck is still bothering me. Assuming it is from when I had a panic attack, I don't know the hell I did, but I really strained something. All I know is I was physically shaking and crying really bad during and after the fight, I went into my bedroom, sat down on my head and just really let loose in crying. And then I started to hyperventilate and I was rocking back and forth and trying to get myself under control. Don't know what I did during that time to strain something. It seems to ease up once I take Advil and put some heat on it. But then I go to bed and wake up with increased pain all over again. The pain is more intense when I try to move my head to the left. My anxiety levels have been sky high the past 2 days with thoughts of what else it could be causing the neck pain. And add that into feeling really lousy from fighting and I am just a wreck.
After the fight, I went to the store with my sister and I was able to return the probiotics without a problem. I am so disappointed; I really wanted them to work. Now it's back to the old reliables.
So I checked on this MGMT status that some kid had posted a sarcastic comment on and everyone was losing their fucking minds over it. If it wasn't obvious that the kid was being sarcastic, then damn, folks. And the kid even admitted he was sarcastic and people were still losing their minds over it. Clearly, when you are a true MGMT fan, you are also illiterate. And I have been waiting for it and finally that dumbass I talked about before left a comment (by the way, his last name is Weber). I swear, if that kid makes one more "you are to mainstream" (sic) comment, I am going to hunt him down and put my foot up his ass. That boy needs to take a seat forever.
I like when I go on their Twitter page and whenever they post something, someone, usually a tween girl, will just post "I LOVE YOU". Yeah, you're following them, I would hope you do. Ugh. And then the ones whose user names end with one of their last names is just creepy. Have I ever combined my name with Andrew's last name? Of course I have. I couldn't call myself a proper stan without doing so. But it was just for the fun of it. I said it in my head. I would never write it down or say it out loud or anything. And it actually has a pretty nice ring to it, if I do say so myself.
Their performance on Letterman was good, although I think Andrew could have sang a little louder. I thought his glasses were pretty funny. I wonder if he still isn't allowed to play the guitar yet or what. I read an article yesterday reviewing the new album and damn, Andrew looks good in the picture. But I am not sure why people are saying he hasn't aged. He certainly has. I am not saying he looks like an old man or anything, but he definitely does not have as much as the baby face he used to have. No way. You can't look at this picture from back in the day and tell me with a straight face that he still has the same exact face and hasn't aged at all. But whatever, I'd hit it no matter what. Even if one day he woke up and decided man, I have decided I want to become a women, I'd still hit it. Man, I can't wait until that album comes out. Also, whatever happened to them announcing new US tour dates? I thought they were supposed to do that last month. And why do I have the feeling I am never going to get to see them live again?
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Random Thoughts
Wow. I am turning into a bonehead of the highest order. Yesterday I was on the MGMT Twitter page that was linked from IMDB a long time ago and after viewing a picture, I clicked on the link at the bottom and it took me to a completely different page. I thought uh oh, looks like someone was one of the 250K hacked. So I start freaking out and ran all of my antivirus and badware scans. Everything came up clean. Then today I realize that the page I normally go to is twitter.com/mgmtforum. The picture was retweeted from twitter.com/whoisMGMT and that was the link at the bottom of the page. Man, I am such an idiot sometimes.
There is a link on both Twitter pages to the same picture posted on ONTD of that squee little kitten. Except it stretches almost to the top and bottom of my monitor, making it a hundred times more squee. Leave it to Andrew to own something so damn cute.
So we got some not so good news within my family last week. And now my father has another advantage in getting disability. Great. I still don't agree with him applying for it, even with this. He is retired! And clearly never going back to work! There is no reason for him to get disability! And the fact that he has said multiple times he is applying for it to get more money infuriates me.
I always want to laugh when he complains to me that his doctor is too cautious and likes to order too many tests. First off, boohoo. You have medical to pay for all of the tests. I don't want to hear it. But mostly I want to laugh because let's be real- if his doctor didn't order a test and missed something, my father would be the first one to curse him, call him an idiot, yell that he has no idea what he is doing, etc. And then probably hire a lawyer to sue.
I started those new probiotics on Sunday night. Not sure if they are causing me more bloating or just the three days of bad restaurant food sitting in my lower intestines is. I do expect bloating, since they are 10 times more powerful than my last batch of probiotics. Not to mention there is another strain in them. The very first time I took probiotics, I had that whole Herx reaction. It was a miserable ordeal. Bloating like crazy, gas, a mouth full of sores, etc. But it did subside and I started to feel much better than I did before I started taking them. But whether these pills really are causing the bloating or not, I am not sure. I am tired of dealing with this crap. I could kick myself in the ass for not even going through with that colonoscopy, although my insurance was trying to play the preexisting condition game with me, so they may have not even paid for it. But there is not something right in my lower abdomen. Either it is something female related, like ovarian cysts, or there is something seriously wrong with my intestines. These stomach ailments have been going on long to make me think something wasn't built right.
I have also had a nightmarish case of heartburn.
I was on Facebook yesterday and a friend of my sister's had a picture of her little boy walking around a store and some mombie in the comments starts going on about "creepers". I love this new generation of parents that just thinks everyone is out to kidnap their kids. Mostly because they are the sames one who throw passive aggressive fits on Facebook that their precious little Madysin Soozie or Braedyn smiled and waved at someone in a store today and that big old meanie broke their spirits by ignoring them. God, parents today get on my nerves with the whole my child is such a special wittle snowflake bullshit. They are not! And everything they do is just OMGZ so special and shows what a little Einstein they have on their hands. One day one of the girls I used to work with posted a status on Facebook that her daughter could say her name and point to herself and everyone was flooding with "omg she is such a little genius!" comments. Seriously? Next thing you know, taking a shit will be something to brag about. Oh. Wait....
And enough with the whole everyone is a winner no one can fail mentality.
Now I don't deny that the development of a baby is astonishing, how so much complex stuff comes together in less than a year to form a functioning human being, although how something so huge comes out of a teeny tiny vagina is more of a miracle to me than anything. But having babies isn't special. Millions of women do it. Animals do it. Bugs do it. Birds do it. Fish do it.
But aside from my grouchiness, I still cannot wait to see my niece or nephew. Soon. Very soon.
There is a link on both Twitter pages to the same picture posted on ONTD of that squee little kitten. Except it stretches almost to the top and bottom of my monitor, making it a hundred times more squee. Leave it to Andrew to own something so damn cute.
So we got some not so good news within my family last week. And now my father has another advantage in getting disability. Great. I still don't agree with him applying for it, even with this. He is retired! And clearly never going back to work! There is no reason for him to get disability! And the fact that he has said multiple times he is applying for it to get more money infuriates me.
I always want to laugh when he complains to me that his doctor is too cautious and likes to order too many tests. First off, boohoo. You have medical to pay for all of the tests. I don't want to hear it. But mostly I want to laugh because let's be real- if his doctor didn't order a test and missed something, my father would be the first one to curse him, call him an idiot, yell that he has no idea what he is doing, etc. And then probably hire a lawyer to sue.
I started those new probiotics on Sunday night. Not sure if they are causing me more bloating or just the three days of bad restaurant food sitting in my lower intestines is. I do expect bloating, since they are 10 times more powerful than my last batch of probiotics. Not to mention there is another strain in them. The very first time I took probiotics, I had that whole Herx reaction. It was a miserable ordeal. Bloating like crazy, gas, a mouth full of sores, etc. But it did subside and I started to feel much better than I did before I started taking them. But whether these pills really are causing the bloating or not, I am not sure. I am tired of dealing with this crap. I could kick myself in the ass for not even going through with that colonoscopy, although my insurance was trying to play the preexisting condition game with me, so they may have not even paid for it. But there is not something right in my lower abdomen. Either it is something female related, like ovarian cysts, or there is something seriously wrong with my intestines. These stomach ailments have been going on long to make me think something wasn't built right.
I have also had a nightmarish case of heartburn.
I was on Facebook yesterday and a friend of my sister's had a picture of her little boy walking around a store and some mombie in the comments starts going on about "creepers". I love this new generation of parents that just thinks everyone is out to kidnap their kids. Mostly because they are the sames one who throw passive aggressive fits on Facebook that their precious little Madysin Soozie or Braedyn smiled and waved at someone in a store today and that big old meanie broke their spirits by ignoring them. God, parents today get on my nerves with the whole my child is such a special wittle snowflake bullshit. They are not! And everything they do is just OMGZ so special and shows what a little Einstein they have on their hands. One day one of the girls I used to work with posted a status on Facebook that her daughter could say her name and point to herself and everyone was flooding with "omg she is such a little genius!" comments. Seriously? Next thing you know, taking a shit will be something to brag about. Oh. Wait....
And enough with the whole everyone is a winner no one can fail mentality.
Now I don't deny that the development of a baby is astonishing, how so much complex stuff comes together in less than a year to form a functioning human being, although how something so huge comes out of a teeny tiny vagina is more of a miracle to me than anything. But having babies isn't special. Millions of women do it. Animals do it. Bugs do it. Birds do it. Fish do it.
But aside from my grouchiness, I still cannot wait to see my niece or nephew. Soon. Very soon.
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