Sunday, November 13, 2016

Random Thoughts

Five days later....still reeling from the election.

I cannot believe this man is going to be our president. And even more I cannot believe the amount of idiots I know who voted for him. And so many are men with daughters. How would they feel if someone talked about their daughters the way Trump talked about women in that video? Oh I bet that would be a a whole other story. I'm so glad they can look past his blatant disrespect for women, minorities, religions, etc in general. Then again, with the amount of hatred I see being spewed on Facebook since the election, it really should not surprise me.

You never really know people until you friend them on Facebook.

Was I particularly happy that Clinton was our candidate? Not necessarily. I voted for the Bernster in the primaries. And I understand that a lot of his supporters were pissed about the whole DNC thing, because it was bull. But I would be damned if I voted for Trump.

Red president, red House, red Senate....I don't want to be a woman right now.

I'm not looking forward to this week in work, thanks to my manager allowing my FWA to have off the entire week. When I left work in Thursday, the workload wasn't looking so good. There was still quite a bit that needed to be done. I had off Friday, so I don't know how much work got done. I dread what I'm going into tomorrow. I swear, if I have to do any overtime this week, while my wallet will appreciate it with the holidays right around the corner, I will be beyond pissed off.

If I could ever have off and go back to work feeling relaxed, it would be a fucking miracle. 

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Friday, November 4, 2016

Random Thoughts

When I got the email regarding the deposition, it mentioned that the lawyer representing our company wanted to meet with me. So I emailed him with my availability and he responded back that me he'd get back to me. Time went on and I never heard a response. We were having system issues so I started to worry that maybe I didn't get the email. Then last Friday I get an email informing me the deposition was canceled. I nearly peed my pants in excitement. Unfortunately my excitement was short lived, for Monday morning came along with an email informing me the deposition was rescheduled to December.

I really don't want to have to do this. And while I appreciate people telling me to just tell what I know, what I plan out saying in my head doesn't always end up coming out of my mouth. Talking to people, especially people I don't know and especially people of a significant position, makes me so unbearably nervous and anxious that anything coming from my head to my mouth tends to get all kinds of fucked up. Public speaking, or at the rate I'm going speaking in general, is definitely not my forte. If I was ever forced to take a public speaking class, I'd say just give me an F.

I feel like I'm saying this a lot anymore, but something has really been up my butt lately. I'm so fucking cranky and irritable and my concentration levels are nil. I'm tired of being bloated and constipated. I have a tooth bothering me. My coworkers are getting on my last nerve.

Especially my FWA. Her stupidity and arrogance is getting under my skin so bad I just want to slap her across the face every time I look at her. She is going to have off a whole week this month. I'd love to know how she even has the time, although I do recall her saying to me one time that she was going to have a week off and she would only be going in to the new year negative so many days. A day or two or something. But still- just because you can means you should?

It would be nice if one day any of the managers decided to pull her head out of her ass and stopped coddling this bitch, although considering she is 31 years old, they shouldn't have to. She should know better at her age. But no, everyone just pampers her.  

And the stupid cow will call out for the stupidest reasons, but now she is actually legitimately sick and won't call out. Probably because then she'd have to give up some of her vacation. So instead she's in work hacking and spreading her germs all over the fucking place. Because fuck everyone else if they get sick as long as she still gets her undeserved vacation. Because nothing matters to her but her and her only.