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Tuesday, February 10, 2015
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
I see my favorite Tartlrer is jumping on her SJW high horse and reposting shit defending Kanye for his little sissy tantrum at the Grammy's. I won't even start on people who can seriously defend Kanye. Honey, just stick to posting about MGMT. And while you're at it, enough with the posting pictures of Andrew and Camille and whining about how they're not together anymore. I hate resorting to a Frozen reference, but JFC LET IT GO.
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Random Thoughts
Yesterday when my FWA was getting ready to go to lunch, she started ranting to me about her boyfriend's mother. And one of the things she said was that she (his mother) is bipolar and lies a lot and that bipolars are known for lying. I should have stopped her right then and there and said 1) I don't care about your little fucking drama and 2) I guess you would know about lying, considering you're one of the biggest liars I have ever met in my life. And I don't even think she lies so much because she is an evil rotten bitch who likes to manipulate people- I think she lies because she is stupid and because she is so desperate to come off as likable and have people like her. Yes, because lying is really the way to go about doing that.
I just have to laugh at some of the things she complains about her boyfriend's mother, because what she doesn't realize (self-awareness is clearly not her forte) is how much they are alike in personality. That was very apparent at her baby shower.
We have this middle-aged woman at our place who started about a month ago and she is already on all of our last nerves. For one, she is one of those ones who came in acting like she knows everything. She demanded a new desk chair, because she can't work in one with arms. It still hasn't come in so she bitches nonstop about it. We were almost out of paper last week because for some reason our supply order hadn't come in yet, so she was bitching and saying we should order more paper when we put our order in and/or order more times a month. And she kept bitching about it despite us telling her multiple times that this is the maximum of what we're allowed to order and we can't order more than once a month. She butts into everyone's conversation and makes it about herself (sound like someone else we know?). Oh and she is extremely opinionated. Worse than me and unlike me, she doesn't keep her opinions to herself in front of people.
She also has to bitch every time Hozier's "Take Me To Church" comes on, which as you are aware from my complaints plays constantly. Bitch, we're all tired of it we don't need to hear you bitch about how tired you are of it every single damn time it comes on. Yesterday she made some comment that he is one of those people you should never hear from again. I turned to her and not so nicely said "why?" and she gave some dumbass excuse (I don't even care to remember what it was) and whatever it was I said "that doesn't mean he doesn't have good music. And they have played other stuff by him on the station that was good, just not as often as this [Take Me To Church]." Whether "Take" is overplayed or not, you can't deny that Hozier is talented as hell. Bitch, you're a fucking Linkin Park fan, you need to take several seats.
God save her ass if she ever badmouths MGMT in front of me.
Also, she does this annoying laugh that sounds like she is hocking a loogie. It's so gross.
And going back to my FWA and self-awareness, she complained to me one day about the new lady butting into people's conversation. I wanted to laugh hysterically and say to her damn, you really are fucking delusional, aren't you? Everything she bitches about other people she is completely oblivious to the fact THAT SHE DOES THE SAME EXACT THING.
I have ABC Family on and all of the commercials for their drama shows are getting on my last nerve with their dramatic whiny music. But these songs aren't nearly as bad as this song that is played in a commercial for FYI's Married At First Sight: The First Year (I think). Some whiny ass monotonous hipster crap about not having money but they have love and that pays the bills! If there are people out there that honestly believe that, they should be punched in the face.
I have slept better the past few nights. Didn't wake up to any feeling warm or even the start of feeling warm last night. Now watch- tonight I will.
My mood the past few days has been like a roller-coaster. I am fine one minute and then I just completely fly off the handle over the littlest thing. I don't know if it's PMS or stress or both. I am kind of thinking part of it is PMS, because my boobs hurt incredibly bad. I was trying to wash them earlier in the shower and could barely touch them. Of course, I am stressing it will come past 35 days, or not at all. I wish it would come earlier, but I would never be that lucky probably.
Have I ever mentioned how tired of this I am? Or how tired I am of being tired of this?
Also- I was on that Tartlr page earlier and she had reblogged a picture that someone had scanned from MGMT's Funzone Fanzine. There's a fanclub magazine? I am a member of their fanclub! Why haven't I gotten a copy of this yet? *shakes monitor* WHERE'S MAH MAGAZINE?!
I just have to laugh at some of the things she complains about her boyfriend's mother, because what she doesn't realize (self-awareness is clearly not her forte) is how much they are alike in personality. That was very apparent at her baby shower.
We have this middle-aged woman at our place who started about a month ago and she is already on all of our last nerves. For one, she is one of those ones who came in acting like she knows everything. She demanded a new desk chair, because she can't work in one with arms. It still hasn't come in so she bitches nonstop about it. We were almost out of paper last week because for some reason our supply order hadn't come in yet, so she was bitching and saying we should order more paper when we put our order in and/or order more times a month. And she kept bitching about it despite us telling her multiple times that this is the maximum of what we're allowed to order and we can't order more than once a month. She butts into everyone's conversation and makes it about herself (sound like someone else we know?). Oh and she is extremely opinionated. Worse than me and unlike me, she doesn't keep her opinions to herself in front of people.
She also has to bitch every time Hozier's "Take Me To Church" comes on, which as you are aware from my complaints plays constantly. Bitch, we're all tired of it we don't need to hear you bitch about how tired you are of it every single damn time it comes on. Yesterday she made some comment that he is one of those people you should never hear from again. I turned to her and not so nicely said "why?" and she gave some dumbass excuse (I don't even care to remember what it was) and whatever it was I said "that doesn't mean he doesn't have good music. And they have played other stuff by him on the station that was good, just not as often as this [Take Me To Church]." Whether "Take" is overplayed or not, you can't deny that Hozier is talented as hell. Bitch, you're a fucking Linkin Park fan, you need to take several seats.
God save her ass if she ever badmouths MGMT in front of me.
Also, she does this annoying laugh that sounds like she is hocking a loogie. It's so gross.
And going back to my FWA and self-awareness, she complained to me one day about the new lady butting into people's conversation. I wanted to laugh hysterically and say to her damn, you really are fucking delusional, aren't you? Everything she bitches about other people she is completely oblivious to the fact THAT SHE DOES THE SAME EXACT THING.
I have ABC Family on and all of the commercials for their drama shows are getting on my last nerve with their dramatic whiny music. But these songs aren't nearly as bad as this song that is played in a commercial for FYI's Married At First Sight: The First Year (I think). Some whiny ass monotonous hipster crap about not having money but they have love and that pays the bills! If there are people out there that honestly believe that, they should be punched in the face.
I have slept better the past few nights. Didn't wake up to any feeling warm or even the start of feeling warm last night. Now watch- tonight I will.
My mood the past few days has been like a roller-coaster. I am fine one minute and then I just completely fly off the handle over the littlest thing. I don't know if it's PMS or stress or both. I am kind of thinking part of it is PMS, because my boobs hurt incredibly bad. I was trying to wash them earlier in the shower and could barely touch them. Of course, I am stressing it will come past 35 days, or not at all. I wish it would come earlier, but I would never be that lucky probably.
Have I ever mentioned how tired of this I am? Or how tired I am of being tired of this?
Also- I was on that Tartlr page earlier and she had reblogged a picture that someone had scanned from MGMT's Funzone Fanzine. There's a fanclub magazine? I am a member of their fanclub! Why haven't I gotten a copy of this yet? *shakes monitor* WHERE'S MAH MAGAZINE?!
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Random Thoughts
I was on that one Tartlr page last week and someone had asked the girl to post pictures of Andrew and his ex and a minor storm brewed between the girl, who loves Andrews's ex so much it's creepy, and some anonymous person who apparently dislikes her. It was embarrassing. These people who are obsessed with them are creepy, whether they dislike her or love her.
After I ate lunch earlier, I got back on the computer and my local news had posted a story that a white John Doe was found in the Schuylkill River and as soon as I saw it, I thought I bet it is Shane Montgomery. Not even 5 minutes later, another story popped up that it was him. I very rarely cry at news stories, but I did when I seen that. How sad. Obviously at this point the chances of finding him alive were super slim, but still. His poor parents. And like my sister asked, it is worse that they found him after the holidays or would it have been worse before?
And those poor people on the Air Asia flight. And their poor families. And even worse for the families of the Malaysian Flight 370, because they have still yet to find that.
And going to annoying people, my FWA posted of Facebook earlier that her brat has a cold and Mommy isn't happy! Get used to it, honey- kids are germ magnets and catch shit all of the time! And she really better get used to it if her brat is anything like her and "catches" everything, although I fully doubt she ever catches anything. But we all know she'll use her daughter being sick as an excuse to get out of work as much as possible. Her time off accrual was up one day- she went into the new year at almost -37 hours of paid time off and almost -220 hours of unpaid time off. Two hundred and twenty hours of unpaid time off! She's has to be making well over $14 an hour at this point, so if you figure she makes about $14.50, do some math, and that's over $3,100 a year before taxes that she is not getting paid. And then she has the balls to stand there and whine about never having money? Try working more, you stupid cow! Although I wouldn't put it past her to keep her pay at a certain amount so she can continue getting WIC.
She just posted this on Facebook about 10 minutes ago:
Oh, grow the fuck up.
After I ate lunch earlier, I got back on the computer and my local news had posted a story that a white John Doe was found in the Schuylkill River and as soon as I saw it, I thought I bet it is Shane Montgomery. Not even 5 minutes later, another story popped up that it was him. I very rarely cry at news stories, but I did when I seen that. How sad. Obviously at this point the chances of finding him alive were super slim, but still. His poor parents. And like my sister asked, it is worse that they found him after the holidays or would it have been worse before?
And those poor people on the Air Asia flight. And their poor families. And even worse for the families of the Malaysian Flight 370, because they have still yet to find that.
And going to annoying people, my FWA posted of Facebook earlier that her brat has a cold and Mommy isn't happy! Get used to it, honey- kids are germ magnets and catch shit all of the time! And she really better get used to it if her brat is anything like her and "catches" everything, although I fully doubt she ever catches anything. But we all know she'll use her daughter being sick as an excuse to get out of work as much as possible. Her time off accrual was up one day- she went into the new year at almost -37 hours of paid time off and almost -220 hours of unpaid time off. Two hundred and twenty hours of unpaid time off! She's has to be making well over $14 an hour at this point, so if you figure she makes about $14.50, do some math, and that's over $3,100 a year before taxes that she is not getting paid. And then she has the balls to stand there and whine about never having money? Try working more, you stupid cow! Although I wouldn't put it past her to keep her pay at a certain amount so she can continue getting WIC.
She just posted this on Facebook about 10 minutes ago:
Oh, grow the fuck up.
Sunday, November 16, 2014
Random Thoughts
As if I didn't need any more proof that the influx of new ONTDers were delusional wack jobs, one day someone posted an article about musician I have never heard of stealing the bassline from "Electric Feel". Here is one genius comment:
Worst song to ever happen to music? Are you for real? Even if I wasn't a hardcore MGMT stan, I still would not call it the worst song to ever happen to music. Just look at the Billboard charts and you can find plenty of songs on there that are just downright awful.
God, there are some stupid people on that site anymore.
And yes, I still stan hard for MGMT. I know I haven't discussed them much lately, but oh damn do I still adore them. I can't believe it's already been almost 1 year since I saw them last. I NEED TO SEE THEM AGAIN. My crush on Andrew has kind of cooled down. Don't get me wrong- I still think he is flawless as hell and I would marry him in a heartbeat and have a million babies with him (maybe), but he's moved from being the king of my celebrity crushes to the hall of celebrities I will eternally love (although frankly I find labeling him a celebrity to be insulting). The throne is pretty much open, although I have to say I have kind of developed a fascination with that Simon guy (from Kuroma). He's hot. You want to talk guys with strange hair? There you go. It's more normal looking now, but still pretty out there. Normally I wouldn't care for guys who bleach their hair, but for some reason or another, it works for him. Also, I wish I could find the link again (too lazy to look for it again) but there is a picture of him and Andrew and apparently they have matching tattoos. I....I don't know what to think of that.
And speaking of MGMT, fan pictures are posted a lot on that one Tartlr page I follow and I always have to laugh at how the girls in the pictures are always like "me and Andrew (or whichever band member) tee hee me looking all ugly tee hee". Aw, does someone need validation? Ugh, it's so annoying. Sure, I say I am ugly all of the time, but I genuinely mean it. I genuinely think I am hideous and no amount of reassurance from others can change my mind. These bitches just want all of their little Tartlr friends to rush in and say omg you SOOOOO don't look ugly!
And going back to stupid people, back when I first started back at my workplace, my manager told me that she'll generally allow us to go to appointments and if we're not using PTO, then we can take it unpaid as long as it is under 4 hours and we have a doctor's notes. And then she went on to tell me how notes weren't previously necessary but one day they found out an employee was leaving and saying she was going to a doctor's appointment, but was actually going to get her nails done. And I don't know how I didn't suspect it at the time, but I ended up finding out from one of my coworkers that the employee going to get her nails done was none other than my FWA. She really is one brazen bitch, isn't she? And the fact that she knowingly lied and was basically found out and is still there will forever boggle my mind. I am starting to feel like she could come in and shoot up the place and she would still have a job afterwards.
I finally decided on days to take off one night and the next day I went in with my list and when I opened my email, there was a message about our holiday luncheon and it was for one of the days I planned to take off. To say I was ecstatic is an understatement. When I gave my boss the dates she was all disappointed that I wanted off the date of the party and then started questioning why she even planned it for that day. I kept hinting that it wasn't a big deal. Not even 5 minutes after I left the office, we get an email that the date was changed. So now I am still stuck having to attend. I felt like upending my desk and screaming every curse word under the sun.
I just pure dread going into work now. I am so damn stressed out and it's affecting my work and now I am getting stressed because I don't feel I am pulling my weight, which in turn is making me even more stressed and affecting my work even more. It's a never ending cycle.
And speaking of stress and cycles, earlier I went to do something and leaned on my breasts and they hurt. And I have felt crampy in my lower back and thighs all day. Not to mention I have had episodes of dizziness, nausea, and some other not so pleasant things and now I am in panic overdrive that my period is going to come early, as these are symptoms I typically experience before it comes. Plus yesterday my heart was doing that thing where it feels like it stops, then starts up with a bang- another thing I sometimes experience before it comes. I have never so badly needed to talk to a doctor as I do now. My mind is so consumed over perimenopause that I could probably have a cancerous lump growing out of my head or my left arm ripped off and I wouldn't even notice. I am beyond desperate to know what is going on, although at this point, if it's something that could potentially be deadly, I really couldn't care.
Like I have said before, I can't imagine how awful someone must be feeling when they actually attempt suicide. I feel so horrible and I still can't bring myself to actually attempting it. Or even coming up with a plan for that matter. I can't even imagine feeling lower than I already do. I just think about death all of the damn time. I go out for a 10 minute walk during work and every time I walk along side the road, I think gee, what would happen if I were to throw myself in front of a car? That evil part of my brain practically has a boner if a tractor trailer is coming. Every time I see Christmas stuff I just want to cry. I can't stand how awful I feel. It's insufferable.
And going back to the 10 minute walk part, I briefly wondered if the fact that I started walking more if that is why I had that bizarre lengthy episode of spotting and I thought, JFC what am I supposed to do? Stop walking? Not something I should really be asking myself right now, eh? Also, quite a few times I have hurt my back and my mom always says "you need to watch out with back problems; you don't want to end up paralyzed or something". Oh Mom, if you only knew.
Worst song to ever happen to music? Are you for real? Even if I wasn't a hardcore MGMT stan, I still would not call it the worst song to ever happen to music. Just look at the Billboard charts and you can find plenty of songs on there that are just downright awful.
God, there are some stupid people on that site anymore.
And yes, I still stan hard for MGMT. I know I haven't discussed them much lately, but oh damn do I still adore them. I can't believe it's already been almost 1 year since I saw them last. I NEED TO SEE THEM AGAIN. My crush on Andrew has kind of cooled down. Don't get me wrong- I still think he is flawless as hell and I would marry him in a heartbeat and have a million babies with him (maybe), but he's moved from being the king of my celebrity crushes to the hall of celebrities I will eternally love (although frankly I find labeling him a celebrity to be insulting). The throne is pretty much open, although I have to say I have kind of developed a fascination with that Simon guy (from Kuroma). He's hot. You want to talk guys with strange hair? There you go. It's more normal looking now, but still pretty out there. Normally I wouldn't care for guys who bleach their hair, but for some reason or another, it works for him. Also, I wish I could find the link again (too lazy to look for it again) but there is a picture of him and Andrew and apparently they have matching tattoos. I....I don't know what to think of that.
And speaking of MGMT, fan pictures are posted a lot on that one Tartlr page I follow and I always have to laugh at how the girls in the pictures are always like "me and Andrew (or whichever band member) tee hee me looking all ugly tee hee". Aw, does someone need validation? Ugh, it's so annoying. Sure, I say I am ugly all of the time, but I genuinely mean it. I genuinely think I am hideous and no amount of reassurance from others can change my mind. These bitches just want all of their little Tartlr friends to rush in and say omg you SOOOOO don't look ugly!
And going back to stupid people, back when I first started back at my workplace, my manager told me that she'll generally allow us to go to appointments and if we're not using PTO, then we can take it unpaid as long as it is under 4 hours and we have a doctor's notes. And then she went on to tell me how notes weren't previously necessary but one day they found out an employee was leaving and saying she was going to a doctor's appointment, but was actually going to get her nails done. And I don't know how I didn't suspect it at the time, but I ended up finding out from one of my coworkers that the employee going to get her nails done was none other than my FWA. She really is one brazen bitch, isn't she? And the fact that she knowingly lied and was basically found out and is still there will forever boggle my mind. I am starting to feel like she could come in and shoot up the place and she would still have a job afterwards.
I finally decided on days to take off one night and the next day I went in with my list and when I opened my email, there was a message about our holiday luncheon and it was for one of the days I planned to take off. To say I was ecstatic is an understatement. When I gave my boss the dates she was all disappointed that I wanted off the date of the party and then started questioning why she even planned it for that day. I kept hinting that it wasn't a big deal. Not even 5 minutes after I left the office, we get an email that the date was changed. So now I am still stuck having to attend. I felt like upending my desk and screaming every curse word under the sun.
I just pure dread going into work now. I am so damn stressed out and it's affecting my work and now I am getting stressed because I don't feel I am pulling my weight, which in turn is making me even more stressed and affecting my work even more. It's a never ending cycle.
And speaking of stress and cycles, earlier I went to do something and leaned on my breasts and they hurt. And I have felt crampy in my lower back and thighs all day. Not to mention I have had episodes of dizziness, nausea, and some other not so pleasant things and now I am in panic overdrive that my period is going to come early, as these are symptoms I typically experience before it comes. Plus yesterday my heart was doing that thing where it feels like it stops, then starts up with a bang- another thing I sometimes experience before it comes. I have never so badly needed to talk to a doctor as I do now. My mind is so consumed over perimenopause that I could probably have a cancerous lump growing out of my head or my left arm ripped off and I wouldn't even notice. I am beyond desperate to know what is going on, although at this point, if it's something that could potentially be deadly, I really couldn't care.
Like I have said before, I can't imagine how awful someone must be feeling when they actually attempt suicide. I feel so horrible and I still can't bring myself to actually attempting it. Or even coming up with a plan for that matter. I can't even imagine feeling lower than I already do. I just think about death all of the damn time. I go out for a 10 minute walk during work and every time I walk along side the road, I think gee, what would happen if I were to throw myself in front of a car? That evil part of my brain practically has a boner if a tractor trailer is coming. Every time I see Christmas stuff I just want to cry. I can't stand how awful I feel. It's insufferable.
And going back to the 10 minute walk part, I briefly wondered if the fact that I started walking more if that is why I had that bizarre lengthy episode of spotting and I thought, JFC what am I supposed to do? Stop walking? Not something I should really be asking myself right now, eh? Also, quite a few times I have hurt my back and my mom always says "you need to watch out with back problems; you don't want to end up paralyzed or something". Oh Mom, if you only knew.
Monday, August 18, 2014
An Excuse To Post About MGMT
I saw a post on Tartlr a while back asking what was your most and least favorite songs off of MGMT's albums and since I am so damn bored, I decided to do it myself:
Oracular Spectacular
It's actually kind of a tough call with this album, because I like every song on the album but it's tough to say what I like the best and what I like the least, because my feelings are kind of on par with every song. I guess if I had to choose a favorite, it would be "Of Moons, Birds, & Monsters". "Kids" will always hold a special spot, though, since it was the first song I ever liked by them.
Congratulations
Most: "Siberian Breaks"
Least: "Lady Dada's Nightmare"
MGMT
Most: a 3 way tie between "A Good Sadness", "Alien Days", and "Mystery Disease"
Least: "I Love You Too, Death"; I've come across a lot of MGMT fans who just love this song. I have tried and tried, but I just cannot get into it (I think it's the recorders). Also not a fan of "Plenty Of Girls In The Sea".
Oracular Spectacular
It's actually kind of a tough call with this album, because I like every song on the album but it's tough to say what I like the best and what I like the least, because my feelings are kind of on par with every song. I guess if I had to choose a favorite, it would be "Of Moons, Birds, & Monsters". "Kids" will always hold a special spot, though, since it was the first song I ever liked by them.
Congratulations
Most: "Siberian Breaks"
Least: "Lady Dada's Nightmare"
MGMT
Most: a 3 way tie between "A Good Sadness", "Alien Days", and "Mystery Disease"
Least: "I Love You Too, Death"; I've come across a lot of MGMT fans who just love this song. I have tried and tried, but I just cannot get into it (I think it's the recorders). Also not a fan of "Plenty Of Girls In The Sea".
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Ugh
I am so nauseous right now and have burning cramping across my lower back. And every so often it intensifies on the right side. It's not bad enough that I need to take any medication or anything, but it's immensely uncomfortable. I had pain like this when the cyst was found on my first ultrasound. I don't know if at the time that cyst had anything to do with it or not.
I really need to find out what is going on with my female parts. And you know what I thought about one day? I am forced to have a Pap smear every time I go to the gyno, even though my risk of having HPV is super low, but things can be found in transvaginal ultrasounds that can occur regardless of your sexual history and they refused to do one on me.
On another note, that Tartlr page I have mentioned before....oh man, the drama that unfolded last night over Andrew and his ex and who cheated on who, etc....it was RIDICULOUS.
I really need to find out what is going on with my female parts. And you know what I thought about one day? I am forced to have a Pap smear every time I go to the gyno, even though my risk of having HPV is super low, but things can be found in transvaginal ultrasounds that can occur regardless of your sexual history and they refused to do one on me.
On another note, that Tartlr page I have mentioned before....oh man, the drama that unfolded last night over Andrew and his ex and who cheated on who, etc....it was RIDICULOUS.
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Commercial Rants
I can't even remember at this point the last time I saw my commercial. Weird. I don't even see the other commercials for the product, either. Guess they stopped playing them.
What is the deal with the Cinnamon Toast Crunch commercials? I know General Mills is trying to sell how delicious CTC is, but those little cannibalistic squares are creepy.
The IHOP summer pancake commercial.....HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT CANNOLI IS?
It was bad enough in the Tide commercial with the mother having to pronounce karate stupidly, but now there is one where the father has to pronounce in that same stupid way.
Why in pharmaceutical pimping commercials do the people always talk about their moderate to severe [insert condition]? Who talks like that? I never talk about my moderate to severe OCD, because for one I don't like to refer to it as "my" (I didn't ask for it) and two it just sounds silly. I prefer to refer to it as the more appropriately named HELL.
Whenever I watch Nick in the morning, there is always this commercial for Ring Pops with some shitty pop band and the girl singer is wearing a shirt that says "Girls rule, boys drool". If you're over 12 years old and wearing a shirt that says that, you need to check your life. And the Payless BOGO commercial I just saw- if you're over the age of 15 and using the term "bestie", you need to check your life. That goes for "BFF" as well. I feel so much second hand embarrassment whenever I see talk shows on in the morning and the anchors/hosts are using the term "BFF".
And speaking of second hand embarrassment, I was just on that Tartlr page I talked about and she posted a few things last night about Andrew and his girlfriend breaking up. She apparently "heard" that his ex cheated but she doesn't think that is true and then posted all of this creepy stuff about following her and the rest of the band's girlfriends on Instagram. And then this is the best part- she gets super pissed when people ask her about it. Uh, you're the one that is invested in it. Yeah, I'll admit that I am curious why they broke up and who broke up with who, but I am ridiculous anyway. Besides, no matter how much I think the sun shines out his ass, if she really broke up with him, I don't feel sorry for Andrew. Well, maybe a little, but that's what happens when you become famous and decide you will only date girls who otherwise wouldn't look at you twice if you weren't famous. Also, never forget this:
And then earlier today she posted something about musicians from the past stealing from POC. God, Tartlr is such a fucking embarrassment. Why is it such a cesspool for "social justice warriors"? Do these people really think they are doing something by bitching and whining on Tartlr?
And why is it white people are always the loudest and most obnoxious of the "social justice warrior" movement? Sit down, white hipster girl.
What is the deal with the Cinnamon Toast Crunch commercials? I know General Mills is trying to sell how delicious CTC is, but those little cannibalistic squares are creepy.
The IHOP summer pancake commercial.....HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT CANNOLI IS?
It was bad enough in the Tide commercial with the mother having to pronounce karate stupidly, but now there is one where the father has to pronounce in that same stupid way.
Why in pharmaceutical pimping commercials do the people always talk about their moderate to severe [insert condition]? Who talks like that? I never talk about my moderate to severe OCD, because for one I don't like to refer to it as "my" (I didn't ask for it) and two it just sounds silly. I prefer to refer to it as the more appropriately named HELL.
Whenever I watch Nick in the morning, there is always this commercial for Ring Pops with some shitty pop band and the girl singer is wearing a shirt that says "Girls rule, boys drool". If you're over 12 years old and wearing a shirt that says that, you need to check your life. And the Payless BOGO commercial I just saw- if you're over the age of 15 and using the term "bestie", you need to check your life. That goes for "BFF" as well. I feel so much second hand embarrassment whenever I see talk shows on in the morning and the anchors/hosts are using the term "BFF".
And speaking of second hand embarrassment, I was just on that Tartlr page I talked about and she posted a few things last night about Andrew and his girlfriend breaking up. She apparently "heard" that his ex cheated but she doesn't think that is true and then posted all of this creepy stuff about following her and the rest of the band's girlfriends on Instagram. And then this is the best part- she gets super pissed when people ask her about it. Uh, you're the one that is invested in it. Yeah, I'll admit that I am curious why they broke up and who broke up with who, but I am ridiculous anyway. Besides, no matter how much I think the sun shines out his ass, if she really broke up with him, I don't feel sorry for Andrew. Well, maybe a little, but that's what happens when you become famous and decide you will only date girls who otherwise wouldn't look at you twice if you weren't famous. Also, never forget this:
It was the night before your show in Berlin in 2010. It’s like a long, awkward chess match of non sequiturs. You can watch it on YouTube.
BG: I’ve never seen that! We were hanging out with Will Carruthers from Spectrum and Spacemen 3, and I know he’s a friend of Anton’s, but I had no idea that took place.
Andrew VanWyngarden: Yeah, well, Anton’s a pretty far out dude. His girlfriend was in the 8mm Bar, which we happened to pass by, and she came over and was like, “You want to come upstairs to meet Anton?” and so I followed her. His apartment is pretty crazy—I guess you can see it in the video. A lot of cigarette butts everywhere, and guitars too. I’d seen Dig!, and I had met him already at the Accelerator Festival in Stockholm and was aware of his demeanor that’s kind of shape shifting and a little bit wild or something. I had been out to dinner with my ex-girlfriend and then we went to that bar. I actually kind of forgot it happened.
I was at the show the night after and that was the first time I’d seen you live. I remember having the impression that you somehow wanted to break free from the crowd’s expectations but you couldn’t. You seemed almost despondent onstage…
AVW: I broke up with my ex-girlfriend the day of that show. It was very dramatic and awful. I literally bought her a ticket home and then walked onstage, so I think there was some weird emotional stuff happening.All I can say is I hope she did something pretty awful to deserve that kind of break-up.
And then earlier today she posted something about musicians from the past stealing from POC. God, Tartlr is such a fucking embarrassment. Why is it such a cesspool for "social justice warriors"? Do these people really think they are doing something by bitching and whining on Tartlr?
And why is it white people are always the loudest and most obnoxious of the "social justice warrior" movement? Sit down, white hipster girl.
Sunday, May 25, 2014
:(
I can tell I am [hopefully] due for my period soon. I have been so damn emotional, it's ridiculous. Friday morning, I saw a news segment on gay marriage being allowed in PA and all these gay people wedding and I got all choked up. Last night I had several nightmares. Don't remember most of them, but I know one involved a kitten being put to sleep and I woke up hysterical crying and hyperventilating. Also, last night "Demons" by Imagine Dragons came on- I cried. I cried when I
was driving home and a deer almost ran out in front of me. Then when I got off my bike earlier, "Caught by the Light" by the Boxer Rebellion came on and I sat down on my floor and just sobbed.
Earlier, I went on this website with my mom virtualwall.org, a website for the Vietnam Wall. As I have said before, my mom's brother was drafted and freakishly killed by electrocution in Vietnam. And one thing that always sticks with me that my mom says is that her brother was a lover, not a fighter, e.g. he believed in peace and would have never went to war by choice. And we found his profile and under casualty type it said "Hostile, died outright". It gave me the chills when I read it, even though I know the gist of how he died. And it's been eating at me all night.
I also want to note that in my last post, I am absolutely NOT implying I am a sympathizer of the Cali shooter. No way, no how. Far from it. I only said I feel for him because I know what it's like to not have friends and to be rejected. That's it. Outside of that, none whatsoever. And now that I am hearing some of the shit he said in his videos, he needs to be shot in the balls. You want to live in a world where women fear men? Have a seat, boy. A whole colosseum. If you loathe women that much, then move to the fucking Middle East. Your asinine ideology will be largely embraced.
ETA 12:46AM: actually scratch the last part of the paragraph- I had no idea the little prick was dead. And my mom was telling me about it last night and I think she said it was the family's lawyer or something who said something needs to be done about mental health care in the country. GEE, YOU THINK? Except here is the deal, buddy- as long as people like this little prick keep doing this stupid shit and making the news, THE STIGMA OF MENTAL HEALTH WILL NEVER BE ERASED. I mean, forget that there are millions of people with mental illness out there who pose no threat to others other than maybe themselves. It's these few and the media that have to make the rest of us look bad.
Also, I take back 50% of the embarrassment I was feeling for that Tartlr post, as I can see what she was getting at now. However, I still think it is stupid to discount the deaths of the male victims simply for the reason they were male. I know I can be just a bit of a misandrist, but this new breed of feminists who just believe all males are evil and rapists is a little frightening.
Earlier, I went on this website with my mom virtualwall.org, a website for the Vietnam Wall. As I have said before, my mom's brother was drafted and freakishly killed by electrocution in Vietnam. And one thing that always sticks with me that my mom says is that her brother was a lover, not a fighter, e.g. he believed in peace and would have never went to war by choice. And we found his profile and under casualty type it said "Hostile, died outright". It gave me the chills when I read it, even though I know the gist of how he died. And it's been eating at me all night.
I also want to note that in my last post, I am absolutely NOT implying I am a sympathizer of the Cali shooter. No way, no how. Far from it. I only said I feel for him because I know what it's like to not have friends and to be rejected. That's it. Outside of that, none whatsoever. And now that I am hearing some of the shit he said in his videos, he needs to be shot in the balls. You want to live in a world where women fear men? Have a seat, boy. A whole colosseum. If you loathe women that much, then move to the fucking Middle East. Your asinine ideology will be largely embraced.
ETA 12:46AM: actually scratch the last part of the paragraph- I had no idea the little prick was dead. And my mom was telling me about it last night and I think she said it was the family's lawyer or something who said something needs to be done about mental health care in the country. GEE, YOU THINK? Except here is the deal, buddy- as long as people like this little prick keep doing this stupid shit and making the news, THE STIGMA OF MENTAL HEALTH WILL NEVER BE ERASED. I mean, forget that there are millions of people with mental illness out there who pose no threat to others other than maybe themselves. It's these few and the media that have to make the rest of us look bad.
Also, I take back 50% of the embarrassment I was feeling for that Tartlr post, as I can see what she was getting at now. However, I still think it is stupid to discount the deaths of the male victims simply for the reason they were male. I know I can be just a bit of a misandrist, but this new breed of feminists who just believe all males are evil and rapists is a little frightening.
Random Thoughts
I was reading about that mass shooting in California yesterday and apparently the kid was pissed off about having little or no friends and being a 22 year-old virgin and girls rejecting him. Now I feel for him for that part. But you don't fucking kill or harm people over it.
I just read a Tartlr feminist's response to another person's response to the shooting....oh honey, the embarrassment I feel for you right now is almost embarrassing. Then again, this is the same person who complained about Andrew wearing sweatpants in a recent show, but once said she would defend leggings as pants to the death. LEGGINGS ARE NOT PANTS.
With all of these mass shootings that have started occurring over the years, you'd think people would stop and rethink bullying someone. Like a bully never stops and thinks oh if I bully this person, there is a chance they could decide to go batshit and kill me one day? Or is that what a life without fear and anxiety is like? You don't ever worry about that shit?
I often hear stories about people running into their bullies years after high school and the bullies apologize for how they behaved. If the kid who made my life a living hell in sixth grade ever apologized to me, I'd tell him to go rot in hell. Too little too late prick. And I hate when people get on me for allowing him to destroy my self-esteem so badly. I was 12 to 13 years old. Do you know what the self-esteem of a girl that age is like? Like super soft clay.
But knowing what the people I went to high school with were like and how they still act based on the alumni page (not one of them has changed the least little bit), I'd never get an apology. That big headed (literally and figuratively) asshole would still think he did nothing wrong. Oh no. I'm guessing calling someone a fat fuck and singing "Dude Looks Like A Lady" as she walks down the hallway is always an appropriate way to talk to a pre-teen girl.
I went out on a girl's (and one boy) night last night and it wasn't too bad. Until about almost 10 when I started to get that panicky feeling that I needed to get home or else. I was ready to have a meltdown. And a little before that, it was getting close to 9PM, the time I usually have dessert on the weekends, and I didn't have anything yet and I was about to have a meltdown. This shit is ridiculous, living every aspect of my life by the clock.
Also, I finally get a three day weekend and I hurt my back. OH JOY.
I just read a Tartlr feminist's response to another person's response to the shooting....oh honey, the embarrassment I feel for you right now is almost embarrassing. Then again, this is the same person who complained about Andrew wearing sweatpants in a recent show, but once said she would defend leggings as pants to the death. LEGGINGS ARE NOT PANTS.
With all of these mass shootings that have started occurring over the years, you'd think people would stop and rethink bullying someone. Like a bully never stops and thinks oh if I bully this person, there is a chance they could decide to go batshit and kill me one day? Or is that what a life without fear and anxiety is like? You don't ever worry about that shit?
I often hear stories about people running into their bullies years after high school and the bullies apologize for how they behaved. If the kid who made my life a living hell in sixth grade ever apologized to me, I'd tell him to go rot in hell. Too little too late prick. And I hate when people get on me for allowing him to destroy my self-esteem so badly. I was 12 to 13 years old. Do you know what the self-esteem of a girl that age is like? Like super soft clay.
But knowing what the people I went to high school with were like and how they still act based on the alumni page (not one of them has changed the least little bit), I'd never get an apology. That big headed (literally and figuratively) asshole would still think he did nothing wrong. Oh no. I'm guessing calling someone a fat fuck and singing "Dude Looks Like A Lady" as she walks down the hallway is always an appropriate way to talk to a pre-teen girl.
I went out on a girl's (and one boy) night last night and it wasn't too bad. Until about almost 10 when I started to get that panicky feeling that I needed to get home or else. I was ready to have a meltdown. And a little before that, it was getting close to 9PM, the time I usually have dessert on the weekends, and I didn't have anything yet and I was about to have a meltdown. This shit is ridiculous, living every aspect of my life by the clock.
Also, I finally get a three day weekend and I hurt my back. OH JOY.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Random Thoughts
Commercial viewing count is now at 5. I saw it twice today. I still can't help but wonder why all of a sudden it's showing so much. Eh, whatever, I'm not complaining. All I know is every time I hear it, I practically give myself whiplash turning my head to see it.
Maybe one of these days I will post it as Video Of The Day. But I won't say it is the commercial.
I have been in such a horrible mood today. Not really sure why. All I know is my sister calling and telling me that I have a hair appointment on Saturday at 12:30PM really set me off. I knew I should have told her I did not want to go on a Saturday. Did I listen to myself? No. I am a little pissed about not being able to sleep until when I want to but I am more pissed about it running into my lunch time than anything. God, it's so fucking annoying, having to eat at certain times.
Also, I am really not looking forward to this damn baby shower on Sunday. Ugh.
And then I had to stop at the market on the way home and it was packed. Packed with mean old people. I was ready to scream standing in line. Like they don't have all freaking day to go? All I wanted to do was get home and see my mom, since she just came home today.
I haven't heard any more crying on Tartlr about the Andrew and his girlfriend thing. I'm sorry, deep down I am dying to know if they did break up. Why, I don't know. Just nosey, I guess. And in a way it kind of makes me sad if it's true. They are cute together. It wasn't very nice, but the first time I saw the "Alien Days" video, one of the first things I thought was, what if they ever break up? Anyway you look at it, if it's true....my body (and virginity) is ready, Mr. VanWyngarden.
Yeah. One can wish, eh?
Maybe one of these days I will post it as Video Of The Day. But I won't say it is the commercial.
I have been in such a horrible mood today. Not really sure why. All I know is my sister calling and telling me that I have a hair appointment on Saturday at 12:30PM really set me off. I knew I should have told her I did not want to go on a Saturday. Did I listen to myself? No. I am a little pissed about not being able to sleep until when I want to but I am more pissed about it running into my lunch time than anything. God, it's so fucking annoying, having to eat at certain times.
Also, I am really not looking forward to this damn baby shower on Sunday. Ugh.
And then I had to stop at the market on the way home and it was packed. Packed with mean old people. I was ready to scream standing in line. Like they don't have all freaking day to go? All I wanted to do was get home and see my mom, since she just came home today.
I haven't heard any more crying on Tartlr about the Andrew and his girlfriend thing. I'm sorry, deep down I am dying to know if they did break up. Why, I don't know. Just nosey, I guess. And in a way it kind of makes me sad if it's true. They are cute together. It wasn't very nice, but the first time I saw the "Alien Days" video, one of the first things I thought was, what if they ever break up? Anyway you look at it, if it's true....my body (and virginity) is ready, Mr. VanWyngarden.
Yeah. One can wish, eh?
Sunday, February 23, 2014
The Awesome Of The Day
I was eating lunch and.....surprise! The commercial came on again! I seen it on TV Land today while I was watching Roseanne. I always thought TV Land would be a good channel to see it, but those times I waited to see it before, it never came on. Earlier today, though, I saw one of the other commercials, so I was hoping I'd see it. And I did, albeit when I was least expecting it!
Now it's going to be like hell to pry me away from the boob tube today, because I am going to want to wait around to see it again. Although.....The Brady Bunch is on now.
10:57PM: Yay! Just saw it on Nick at Nite!
Ugh, I am so fucking weird. Also, I wonder if now I'll start seeing it so much that I will get sick of it!
Also, what is the stuff about Andrew and his girlfriend supposedly breaking up? I mean, it's Tartlr I am hearing it from, but I like gossip sometimes, so I still can't help but get sucked in, wanting to know if it's true or not. But the tears! Oh the tears! And the drama! Oh the drama of it all! It's like someone freaking died! It's just two people (maybe) broken up! Good god. These people are acting like the break-up, if it even happened, somehow personally affects them!
And another thing....I am tired of hearing a certain someone say she just wants Andrew happy and to be married. First off, I adore the boy, but to invest that much into the happiness of someone you do not even personally know is just freaking creepy. And does anyone stop to think maybe there is a small chance that he just doesn't want to marry?
Now it's going to be like hell to pry me away from the boob tube today, because I am going to want to wait around to see it again. Although.....The Brady Bunch is on now.
10:57PM: Yay! Just saw it on Nick at Nite!
Ugh, I am so fucking weird. Also, I wonder if now I'll start seeing it so much that I will get sick of it!
Also, what is the stuff about Andrew and his girlfriend supposedly breaking up? I mean, it's Tartlr I am hearing it from, but I like gossip sometimes, so I still can't help but get sucked in, wanting to know if it's true or not. But the tears! Oh the tears! And the drama! Oh the drama of it all! It's like someone freaking died! It's just two people (maybe) broken up! Good god. These people are acting like the break-up, if it even happened, somehow personally affects them!
And another thing....I am tired of hearing a certain someone say she just wants Andrew happy and to be married. First off, I adore the boy, but to invest that much into the happiness of someone you do not even personally know is just freaking creepy. And does anyone stop to think maybe there is a small chance that he just doesn't want to marry?
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
LOLing Forever
I saw something on Tartlr again yesterday where apparently a bunch of MGMT fans and a bunch of One Direction fans were tearing each other new assholes over Harry and Andrew comparisons. Something to do with Harry wearing headbands or something. I don't know. I don't think they really look alike, but there is just something about the two of them that seems so similar. And I have felt this way long before the headband came along. Either way, 1D fans need to have seat, MGMT "fans" need to have a seat, EVERYBODY needs to have a fucking seat.
Last Friday, I had to sit at the front desk since someone who always feels absolutely fantastic and never calls out or leaves early decided she didn't feel good and left early and I had the radio on that goes into the waiting room and I thought damn, we have no patients, I wish I had my MGMT CD's with me. And then I thought of "Your Life is a Lie" coming on and someone walking into the office while it was on. And I snickered loudly in my head. Not sure why I found that so funny.
Last Friday, I had to sit at the front desk since someone who always feels absolutely fantastic and never calls out or leaves early decided she didn't feel good and left early and I had the radio on that goes into the waiting room and I thought damn, we have no patients, I wish I had my MGMT CD's with me. And then I thought of "Your Life is a Lie" coming on and someone walking into the office while it was on. And I snickered loudly in my head. Not sure why I found that so funny.
Monday, December 16, 2013
Yeah. Okay.
Just seen this reblogged on a Tartlr page:
I get the annoyance with it, I really do. Every so often I read reviews of their latter albums and it's "this doesn't sound like kids" this and that and I feel like saying JFC enough about "Kids" already. But again, it the person's loss if they don't listen to any of their other music. Honestly, I do love "Time to Pretend", but I am not really THAT big of a fan of it (I think it's the hypocrisy in the song, the whole hahah let's make fun of that lifestyle oh oops we're suddenly living it). But you don't hear me whining every time they play it. These brats need to have a seat. Have several, in fact. They make it really hard to stan for MGMT. Then again, I think it would be difficult to find any band fanbase that doesn't contain at least a little of this obnoxiousness.
And speaking of MGMT, we did a mini girl's shopping trip last night and went to Longhorn for dinner. When we were being seated, the hostess saw my shirt and she had been at the Electric Factory show as well. So we talked about them for a few minutes (and briefly discussed Andrew's beauty). She also asked me how old I was and after I told her I was turning 30 in a week, she said she was only asking because she finds they have a really diverse base when it comes to the ages of fans. I beg to differ; I felt like an old fart compared to a good majority of the fans there, but I did see a lot of older people so whatever. It was pretty cool. All I ever want to do is meet fans (minus ones like above) and talk about how great the band is. God, my life is sad.
Also, I keep trying to write a post about them, specifically Andrew, that is just downright embarrassing, but every time I try to write it, I can't bring myself to ever finish it.
mgmt shouldn't play kids live anymore so we can wean out the weak this is natural selection of the concert worldI have a better idea- why don't we also weed out all of the people who are only in the MGMT fanbase because they all have boners for Andrew? It's kind of funny this was reblogged by someone who had just recently reblogged a photo-shopped picture of Ben and Andrew in bed together. I'm sorry, how is that any better than people who show up to concerts just because they like a song?
I get the annoyance with it, I really do. Every so often I read reviews of their latter albums and it's "this doesn't sound like kids" this and that and I feel like saying JFC enough about "Kids" already. But again, it the person's loss if they don't listen to any of their other music. Honestly, I do love "Time to Pretend", but I am not really THAT big of a fan of it (I think it's the hypocrisy in the song, the whole hahah let's make fun of that lifestyle oh oops we're suddenly living it). But you don't hear me whining every time they play it. These brats need to have a seat. Have several, in fact. They make it really hard to stan for MGMT. Then again, I think it would be difficult to find any band fanbase that doesn't contain at least a little of this obnoxiousness.
And speaking of MGMT, we did a mini girl's shopping trip last night and went to Longhorn for dinner. When we were being seated, the hostess saw my shirt and she had been at the Electric Factory show as well. So we talked about them for a few minutes (and briefly discussed Andrew's beauty). She also asked me how old I was and after I told her I was turning 30 in a week, she said she was only asking because she finds they have a really diverse base when it comes to the ages of fans. I beg to differ; I felt like an old fart compared to a good majority of the fans there, but I did see a lot of older people so whatever. It was pretty cool. All I ever want to do is meet fans (minus ones like above) and talk about how great the band is. God, my life is sad.
Also, I keep trying to write a post about them, specifically Andrew, that is just downright embarrassing, but every time I try to write it, I can't bring myself to ever finish it.
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Random Thoughts
I was getting ready for bed last night so when I got off of the computer I could hop right into bed and "Happy Christmas (War Is Over)" by John Lennon came on the radio. I swear, that song gets me every time. And while I was listening to it, I thought about the Sandy Hook shooting and don't ask me why like a year later this is finally occurring to me, but I thought, JFC these people lost their babies right before Christmas. Ugh, I am super hormonal right now.
When I was driving to work Friday morning, "Alien Days" came on my shuffle mix. And I thought about that ignorant bitch that blocked my view during the show and I started to feel really angry and was gripping my steering wheel and all I kept thinking about was how much I missed and how I wish I had had the balls to say something. It's such a pain not having a backbone.
And speaking of the concert, my mother (yes she was my guest to the show again) was talking about it a lot the following day. And she was telling my brother-in-law, who plays the drums, about it and then she said something about if he had been there and something went wrong with the drummer, then they could have pulled him up to play the drums. I laughed silently, then said "nah, they would have just had someone else in the band play them, since they all play several instruments". I wasn't trying to be obnoxious or anything, but it's the truth. Andrew can play them and I think James actually used to be their drummer before Will joined. Or Will was their drummer originally, then left, then rejoined, I don't know I can't remember the story. Wikipedia has him listed as 2005, then 2008 to present. But it's Wikipedia, so take what you want from that. Then again, he was in the video for "Destrokk", so maybe it's right.
I don't think I have ever mentioned it before, by Andrew's fingers freak me the fuck out. They're so so long and bony and....finger-gy. I bet his pinkies are the length of my middle fingers. Don't get me wrong, I'd let those fingers do all kinds of things to me. They'd certainly hold my boobs well, although with the length of those digits, one hand could probably hold them both. But still.
*sniffs* He's so pretty in that picture. And Will needs to keep his hair the way it is because....damn.
I don't understand why every I make any mention of having hypochondria, people are like oh well I do that! (meaning they diagnose themselves with stuff, etc). Do tell- does that self-diagnosis instill such a fear in you that it interferes with your whole life? You can't concentrate for anything because you are so preoccupied with fearing you have this illness? Spending the whole day doing things to convince yourself you don't have it? Yeah. Read anywhere from October 2011 on in here. Or better yet, click on the "Addison's Disease" tag. Sorry, not one part of any of that is a normal fear of disease or having an illness.
I got on the scale today and was really surprised to see it settle at 119 pounds. I have not been doing anything to lose weight. And you would think I'd be happy, since I have the horrible mindset that I can always be thinner, but already I am starting to worry about it. It may just be because I am more active since becoming employed again. An office job isn't extremely active, but I do try and do as much walking as possible. And some days I do a lot of walking back and forth. But already I am tempted to google "unintentional weight loss", which will lead to nothing good.
I was in JC Penney's last week and I needed to buy dress pants, so while I was in the dressing room, I stopped for a second to analyze my body. I thought about how people strive for a thigh gap and although I don't care if I have one or not, I did notice that I do have a bit of one. I think if I had less loose skin on my legs, there would be a more prominent one. I don't understand why a thigh gap is something to strive for, but whatever. I also looked at higher up on my thighs and was disgusted. Again, if I didn't have loose skin, my thighs would look a hell of a lot thinner.
Ugh, reading through the above paragraph sounds like some 15 year old girl on Tumblr, not someone who is about to turn 30 in a little over a week.
When I was driving to work Friday morning, "Alien Days" came on my shuffle mix. And I thought about that ignorant bitch that blocked my view during the show and I started to feel really angry and was gripping my steering wheel and all I kept thinking about was how much I missed and how I wish I had had the balls to say something. It's such a pain not having a backbone.
And speaking of the concert, my mother (yes she was my guest to the show again) was talking about it a lot the following day. And she was telling my brother-in-law, who plays the drums, about it and then she said something about if he had been there and something went wrong with the drummer, then they could have pulled him up to play the drums. I laughed silently, then said "nah, they would have just had someone else in the band play them, since they all play several instruments". I wasn't trying to be obnoxious or anything, but it's the truth. Andrew can play them and I think James actually used to be their drummer before Will joined. Or Will was their drummer originally, then left, then rejoined, I don't know I can't remember the story. Wikipedia has him listed as 2005, then 2008 to present. But it's Wikipedia, so take what you want from that. Then again, he was in the video for "Destrokk", so maybe it's right.
I don't think I have ever mentioned it before, by Andrew's fingers freak me the fuck out. They're so so long and bony and....finger-gy. I bet his pinkies are the length of my middle fingers. Don't get me wrong, I'd let those fingers do all kinds of things to me. They'd certainly hold my boobs well, although with the length of those digits, one hand could probably hold them both. But still.
*sniffs* He's so pretty in that picture. And Will needs to keep his hair the way it is because....damn.
I don't understand why every I make any mention of having hypochondria, people are like oh well I do that! (meaning they diagnose themselves with stuff, etc). Do tell- does that self-diagnosis instill such a fear in you that it interferes with your whole life? You can't concentrate for anything because you are so preoccupied with fearing you have this illness? Spending the whole day doing things to convince yourself you don't have it? Yeah. Read anywhere from October 2011 on in here. Or better yet, click on the "Addison's Disease" tag. Sorry, not one part of any of that is a normal fear of disease or having an illness.
I got on the scale today and was really surprised to see it settle at 119 pounds. I have not been doing anything to lose weight. And you would think I'd be happy, since I have the horrible mindset that I can always be thinner, but already I am starting to worry about it. It may just be because I am more active since becoming employed again. An office job isn't extremely active, but I do try and do as much walking as possible. And some days I do a lot of walking back and forth. But already I am tempted to google "unintentional weight loss", which will lead to nothing good.
I was in JC Penney's last week and I needed to buy dress pants, so while I was in the dressing room, I stopped for a second to analyze my body. I thought about how people strive for a thigh gap and although I don't care if I have one or not, I did notice that I do have a bit of one. I think if I had less loose skin on my legs, there would be a more prominent one. I don't understand why a thigh gap is something to strive for, but whatever. I also looked at higher up on my thighs and was disgusted. Again, if I didn't have loose skin, my thighs would look a hell of a lot thinner.
Ugh, reading through the above paragraph sounds like some 15 year old girl on Tumblr, not someone who is about to turn 30 in a little over a week.
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Picture Of The Day
Somebody must have just gotten Photoshop:
AimedAtYourHeart
I keep thinking of getting Photoshop, but I have a feeling if I did, I would probably never see the light of day again. If I ever got it, though, the first thing I am going to do is make one of those Jesus or saint or whatever pictures with Andrew's face on it.
I really wish I was going to that show in Monclair tomorrow night. And it's going to be a really nice day! Sure, it's not outside like Musikfest, but that's not the point. I still would have had to make a long trek. Not to mention potential power outages. I bet if I had gotten tickets, it would have stormed like hell! Probably some super derecho or something would have rolled through.
I am so annoyed. Like seriously legitimately pissed off with them. They might not even be the ones to blame for where they play, but that would mean thinking logically and reasonably and as we all know, I don't do that much. Not to mention my hormones are flying around like the pissed off jellyfish in "Jellyfish Jam", so I am even less reasonable than usual. Ugh, I am starting to sound like one of those crazy ass Tumblr stans, although I can assure everyone I won't be posting things to their Twitter telling them if they do not come to Philly, I am going to saw my own arm off or eat a live kitten or something. But it's so annoying! Stop being so goddamn hipster and play normal venues! And I know damn well they have been to Philly because I saw a picture of them from a few years ago and do you know where they were at? The Mutter Museum!
AimedAtYourHeart
I keep thinking of getting Photoshop, but I have a feeling if I did, I would probably never see the light of day again. If I ever got it, though, the first thing I am going to do is make one of those Jesus or saint or whatever pictures with Andrew's face on it.
I really wish I was going to that show in Monclair tomorrow night. And it's going to be a really nice day! Sure, it's not outside like Musikfest, but that's not the point. I still would have had to make a long trek. Not to mention potential power outages. I bet if I had gotten tickets, it would have stormed like hell! Probably some super derecho or something would have rolled through.
I am so annoyed. Like seriously legitimately pissed off with them. They might not even be the ones to blame for where they play, but that would mean thinking logically and reasonably and as we all know, I don't do that much. Not to mention my hormones are flying around like the pissed off jellyfish in "Jellyfish Jam", so I am even less reasonable than usual. Ugh, I am starting to sound like one of those crazy ass Tumblr stans, although I can assure everyone I won't be posting things to their Twitter telling them if they do not come to Philly, I am going to saw my own arm off or eat a live kitten or something. But it's so annoying! Stop being so goddamn hipster and play normal venues! And I know damn well they have been to Philly because I saw a picture of them from a few years ago and do you know where they were at? The Mutter Museum!
Sunday, December 2, 2012
This Day Can Go Suck It
Well, right on cue, I am having mid-cycle bleeding again. This is ridiculous. What in the hell is wrong with my body? There are a million things it could be, but there is only one thing I am- scratch that, my brain is- now focused on- it could be premature menopause. Which could be a sign of Addison's. My God. Will I ever get rid of this fear? "Sick of it" doesn't even begin to cover it.
FUCK.
And I think it may be related to the bleeding, but I am so bloated I can't even breathe. I have not gone to the bathroom since last Friday, and I am not even certain of that. It might have been Thursday, I don't remember. It's making me sick to my stomach, it's giving me wicked heartburn, and now I am worried I may have an obstruction.
And then there is this [not completely staged] insanity:
Oh No They Didn't! - Haylor Lives!
MY PRINCE IS DEAD TO ME
Kind of funny that there has been nothing since the whole X-Factor thing, then out of the clear blue sky, coincidentally right before both are about to perform at some big concerts, a 2 month old grainy as fuck picture is released that is supposed to be of the two of them, then several hours later, several incredibly high quality pictures are released of two extremely huge stars walking around unmobbed in the middle of fucking Central Park in NYC. Yeah. That does not sound perfectly calculated and staged at all. Enjoy your break-up song, Harold. And if Taylor thinks death threats from the fans are bad now, wait until they break up and she writes a song condemning Harry. Fans will be out for blood, although no one should feel sorry for him. He knows what he is getting into. Or he really is that stupid.
God, some of the people on that site are obnoxious. Yes, a lot of 1D fans are ridiculous, but like none of them have ever been psycho fan girls? Please. Some of them still display their obnoxiousness quite clearly. One of the most obnoxious ones has Rihanna has her icon. Yeah. Someone who worships Rihanna is always a respectable source of advice and opinions. Whatever. I hate to admit it that at almost 29 years old, I still have my stan moments. As if that was not evident by now. But most of it is just sarcasm and exaggeration. It's not like I am out leaving dead rats in his mailbox or anything. Please. I'm not that nuts. And I really don't find him quite as flawless as I make him out to be. I could name a few things I find wrong with him, but I won't.
I think later on I am going to venture into the Larry Stylinson tag on Tumblr land. I have to see this for myself.
ETA 10:31PM: I am simultaneously amazed and horrified. WOW.
I keep catching myself every time someone on Tumblr writes "mgmt". I'm ready to say what do my flawless kings have to do with this Larry stuff, oh right it stands for management. *face palm*
ETA 12/4: Love the abundance of "Haylor" pictures coming out of the woodwork now. For God's sake, this bitch just broke up with the Kennedy kid. Not that he looks like someone who would even care. Boy doesn't look like the sharpest tool in the shed. But come on. It's bad enough she got a hold of him after his mother commits suicide. Then flaunts her new found "boy toy" all over the news? Does she have any kind of conscience? What a fucking beady eyed cunt. This stinks so bad of PR, I can practically smell it coming through my monitor. Shit like this is why I usually cannot ever be bothered with popular celebrities. Everything is so fucking fake!
FUCK.
And I think it may be related to the bleeding, but I am so bloated I can't even breathe. I have not gone to the bathroom since last Friday, and I am not even certain of that. It might have been Thursday, I don't remember. It's making me sick to my stomach, it's giving me wicked heartburn, and now I am worried I may have an obstruction.
And then there is this [not completely staged] insanity:
Oh No They Didn't! - Haylor Lives!
MY PRINCE IS DEAD TO ME
Kind of funny that there has been nothing since the whole X-Factor thing, then out of the clear blue sky, coincidentally right before both are about to perform at some big concerts, a 2 month old grainy as fuck picture is released that is supposed to be of the two of them, then several hours later, several incredibly high quality pictures are released of two extremely huge stars walking around unmobbed in the middle of fucking Central Park in NYC. Yeah. That does not sound perfectly calculated and staged at all. Enjoy your break-up song, Harold. And if Taylor thinks death threats from the fans are bad now, wait until they break up and she writes a song condemning Harry. Fans will be out for blood, although no one should feel sorry for him. He knows what he is getting into. Or he really is that stupid.
God, some of the people on that site are obnoxious. Yes, a lot of 1D fans are ridiculous, but like none of them have ever been psycho fan girls? Please. Some of them still display their obnoxiousness quite clearly. One of the most obnoxious ones has Rihanna has her icon. Yeah. Someone who worships Rihanna is always a respectable source of advice and opinions. Whatever. I hate to admit it that at almost 29 years old, I still have my stan moments. As if that was not evident by now. But most of it is just sarcasm and exaggeration. It's not like I am out leaving dead rats in his mailbox or anything. Please. I'm not that nuts. And I really don't find him quite as flawless as I make him out to be. I could name a few things I find wrong with him, but I won't.
I think later on I am going to venture into the Larry Stylinson tag on Tumblr land. I have to see this for myself.
ETA 10:31PM: I am simultaneously amazed and horrified. WOW.
I keep catching myself every time someone on Tumblr writes "mgmt". I'm ready to say what do my flawless kings have to do with this Larry stuff, oh right it stands for management. *face palm*
ETA 12/4: Love the abundance of "Haylor" pictures coming out of the woodwork now. For God's sake, this bitch just broke up with the Kennedy kid. Not that he looks like someone who would even care. Boy doesn't look like the sharpest tool in the shed. But come on. It's bad enough she got a hold of him after his mother commits suicide. Then flaunts her new found "boy toy" all over the news? Does she have any kind of conscience? What a fucking beady eyed cunt. This stinks so bad of PR, I can practically smell it coming through my monitor. Shit like this is why I usually cannot ever be bothered with popular celebrities. Everything is so fucking fake!
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