Showing posts with label SOON. Show all posts
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Random Thoughts
Oh insomnia, how I hate you.
Since I have been laid off, I have had to deal with what I call "scumbag brain" (thanks, Memebase) almost every morning. I wake up for no reason and then my mind starts running and eventually it turns into an analysis (and extremely crtitical) of my life. The typical you can't do anything right, you're a failure, nothing can change that, etc. And I can't go back to sleep.
It almost makes me sad how much self-loathing I have.
I'm pretty exhausted right now but I know if I climb into bed, I am going to get "scumbag brain" because I am anxious about going to the eye doctor later on. Right now all I see are the goddamn floaters while I am trying to type and it's aggravating and stressing me out. They have been bad for a while, probably since long before I worried the last time, but whether they are actually worse or not is beyond me. I've kind of grown accustomed to them over the years.
So instead I am up, on here, with some corny ass Lifetime Movie movie on called Girl Fight. It's some movie based on that real life story about those girls that beat the crap out of another girl and posted it online. I hate movies like this. They always make my blood boil. And make me definitely not ever want kids. If I saw my child getting the ever loving crap beat out of them on the internet, I don't know what I would do. I am sure it would involve assault of some sort, though.
And the other thing that annoys me about this movie is not only is practically everyone a terrible actor, but these girls are some ugly ass bitches. Good god. Especially the Alexa chick and the blonde one with the fat face that did the bulk of the beating. They all looked like they were beaten as badly as Haley with an ugly stick. And listening to Alexa constantly whine that she didn't touch her she didn't do anything wrong was nauseating. Not the point, bitch.
And I already know the ending of the movie from the IMDB forums and....really???!!
I also am already dreading having to go up to unemployment for the first time this week. And I am NOT looking forward to it! I've heard some stories, man!
I never get these people. If it weren't for us, they'd have no fucking jobs!
Anyway, there does exist a picture showing the actual full buttocks, and I have seen it, and it was good, but I can't seem to find it. So instead....this:
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ETA 11/16: FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG I am blushing something fierce looking at that. I just can't with him! I cannot fantasize sexually about him! I try and my brain pretty much gives me a system error! Don't get me wrong....if given the chance, OH!!!!!!! The things I would let him do to me! But if I try to picture it, I can't! I feel like a dirty old pervert, even though he is older than me!
Also, here is a picture where he has that look. That look of being up to no good. Everyone else looks like they are behaving. Well, maybe except for Ben. I don't know what he is doing there, but it's sexfully hysterical. But Andrew? That's some shady side eye there. He almost has that SOON look. What'd you do or are planning to do there, Andrew?!
Ugh, it does not help that "Sex On Fire" just came on the radio!
Since I have been laid off, I have had to deal with what I call "scumbag brain" (thanks, Memebase) almost every morning. I wake up for no reason and then my mind starts running and eventually it turns into an analysis (and extremely crtitical) of my life. The typical you can't do anything right, you're a failure, nothing can change that, etc. And I can't go back to sleep.
It almost makes me sad how much self-loathing I have.
I'm pretty exhausted right now but I know if I climb into bed, I am going to get "scumbag brain" because I am anxious about going to the eye doctor later on. Right now all I see are the goddamn floaters while I am trying to type and it's aggravating and stressing me out. They have been bad for a while, probably since long before I worried the last time, but whether they are actually worse or not is beyond me. I've kind of grown accustomed to them over the years.
So instead I am up, on here, with some corny ass Lifetime Movie movie on called Girl Fight. It's some movie based on that real life story about those girls that beat the crap out of another girl and posted it online. I hate movies like this. They always make my blood boil. And make me definitely not ever want kids. If I saw my child getting the ever loving crap beat out of them on the internet, I don't know what I would do. I am sure it would involve assault of some sort, though.
And the other thing that annoys me about this movie is not only is practically everyone a terrible actor, but these girls are some ugly ass bitches. Good god. Especially the Alexa chick and the blonde one with the fat face that did the bulk of the beating. They all looked like they were beaten as badly as Haley with an ugly stick. And listening to Alexa constantly whine that she didn't touch her she didn't do anything wrong was nauseating. Not the point, bitch.
And I already know the ending of the movie from the IMDB forums and....really???!!
I also am already dreading having to go up to unemployment for the first time this week. And I am NOT looking forward to it! I've heard some stories, man!
I never get these people. If it weren't for us, they'd have no fucking jobs!
Anyway, there does exist a picture showing the actual full buttocks, and I have seen it, and it was good, but I can't seem to find it. So instead....this:
1zwkkzb.jpg (JPEG Image, 400x300 pixels)
ETA 11/16: FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG I am blushing something fierce looking at that. I just can't with him! I cannot fantasize sexually about him! I try and my brain pretty much gives me a system error! Don't get me wrong....if given the chance, OH!!!!!!! The things I would let him do to me! But if I try to picture it, I can't! I feel like a dirty old pervert, even though he is older than me!
Also, here is a picture where he has that look. That look of being up to no good. Everyone else looks like they are behaving. Well, maybe except for Ben. I don't know what he is doing there, but it's sexfully hysterical. But Andrew? That's some shady side eye there. He almost has that SOON look. What'd you do or are planning to do there, Andrew?!
Ugh, it does not help that "Sex On Fire" just came on the radio!
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