ARGH!!!!

I have been in one hell of a bad mood today. I feel like the fucking She-Hulk. I don't know if it's PMS or lack of sleep or both. I slept terribly last night (it took me almost 2 hours to fall asleep, I woke up several times, and I did wake up feeling overheated and a little sweaty at one point), so it's more than likely a little of both. Everything and everyone was annoying the hell out of me today*.

*much more than normally

And then to aggravate me more, yesterday my parents decided to call to make reservations for vacation. And they picked August 29th to September 5th. Which would mean one of the days I would need off would be the last day of the month. Despite me telling them MULTIPLE times that I cannot have off the last 5 days of the month. And when I said something, my mother jumped down my throat. Yes, because I am the one who made the stupid rule! I never see them give my sister a hard time when she says oh she can't have a week. No, but everyone has to jump down my throat and expect me to fight with my boss to have off that day. That is really not fair.

Yesterday I had very faint spotting and after dinner today, I was bleeding some. Of course I did get on my bike when I came home from work, so I don't know if it's from that or if it's the actual start of my period. Emotionally and physically I feel like my period is coming on and usually around this time I can come home from work and get on my bike and not have any bleeding, as it seems to only occur in the first half of my cycle. But I don't know what the bleeding was from and I am all worried that it isn't actually my period and it's from riding my bike and not knowing when and if it's going to come is stressing me the hell out even more. I JUST WANT IT TO COME so maybe, just maybe, I can stop feeling like such a fucking crazy person!

On another note, "What About Love" by Heart just popped up on my iTunes playlist. Thanks to Family Guy, now every time I hear it, I want to sing "what about beans?".