Random Thoughts

Continuing on ranting- by the way, if you notice grammar and mistakes in any of my posts, or words missing, I was more than likely typing while pissed off. Again, never a good combination.

Anyway, every time one of my coworkers is in the office (sometimes she is on the road), all she does is bitch it is hot. She is as bad my FWA's friend, although not nearly as heavy. And instead of removing her scrub jacket, she'll bitch and bitch and bitch about being hot and then she'll turn on the air conditioner. Why doesn't she ever just remove her jacket first? I don't get it. And then she always asks me if I am hot. No I am not hot! I am never hot so stop asking me!

And now I am starting to wonder that despite my manager telling me she wasn't necessarily referring to me with the emails, what if one of mine was part of the pack? Maybe that is why she is being so belligerent to me? Well, maybe not, because the girl I mentioned above was complaining one day that our manager is taking her problems out on the wrong people. Plus, talking nastily and talking down to people like they are 5 years old is not anything new.

I feel like if I stay in that place any longer, I am going to end up in the hospital. And there are plenty of days I feel like driving there and admitting myself than going to work.

On Friday, I had the radio on while in work and "Time to Pretend" came on and after it ended, the DJ was talking about how she loves MGMT and then was going on about how they have never been able to meet the success of Oracular Spectacular and then went on to say how when they played songs off of the other albums at Coachella, people left. I don't know how true that is, but it wouldn't surprise me. And if it true, that makes me sad. Especially after reading this quote. I honestly do not understand the hate for the other two albums and can never quite get a straight answer as to why people hate them. Well, maybe not so much MGMT, but I definitely do not get the hate for Congratulations. I think all of the album are amazing in different ways and although it's still up in the air, I'd probably say maybe Congratulations is my favorite. The fact that "Siberian Breaks" is on it pulls a lot of weight. But the other two are great as well.

And speaking of them, last weekend I decided to have the bright idea of going through every single damn page of this one Tumblr page I visit. And there was one note about how if you are feeling bad about your sex life (the audience of this page seems to primarily be about 19, 20 years old), just remember Andrew didn't lose his virginity until about 21 years old. I know it was meant to be a joke, but it still bugged me. Just like when the interview where he admitted that was posted on ONTD, everyone made fun of him. Again, it was probably just light-hearted joshing, but still. And yeah, I'll admit when I seen these pictures, the first thing I [jokingly] thought was jesus no wonder he didn't lose his virginity until college (also, I had no idea what was Hank second from the right). But who freaking cares if he waited to lose his virginity?

Ugh, my fingers are blowing up and getting red and hot. What in the hell is wrong with me?

Random Thoughts

Just showed Mom the "Alien Days". I told her Andrew's ex was in it and half way through the video my mom says "she looks more like his sister than anything". I don't always see a resemblance, but that one part when Andrew is juggling (well, attempting to) and she is over by the clothes line and laughing at him, she looks EXACTLY like him when he smiles.

I was just looking at some pictures of Andrew from their Coachella performance earlier tonight. They were glorious. Of course, while I enjoy looking at pictures of him playing with his eyes closed, I would have appreciated more pictures of him NOT with his eyes closed.

And what is the deal with this Coachella thing anyway? Is it a musical festival or it is some haven for non-A listers to dress like assholes and congregate? Ugh, they all look so punchable. Especially Vanessa Hudgens. I can't stand that girl and I don't even know why. I think it's because every time I see a picture of her, she's doing that goddamn duckface. I think I disliked her after her nudies "leaked". What is it with these Disney tarts after they become legal? Why do they all have to rebel and try to shed their good girl image? What is so terrible about being a good girl?

Last weekend I was snapping out over my neighbor's stupid kid and her kicking a soccer ball around the street and my mom told me I have too much anger on me. Well, duh, I already know that. I have way too much inside of me. I don't even know how it all fits. And the thing is I don't even know if I am really full of anger or if I am so emotionally exhausted from having OCD and anxiety that I just am short-fused from it. I don't even know how I function as much as I do, with all that is going on in my head. This is what it basically feels like in there all of the time.

And speaking of anger.....I need to get a new computer before I smash the hell out of this one.