I am having intense cramping right now. I have had it all day, as well as feeling irritated down below and bladder pressure, but over the past few hours it has worsened. And that same sharp pain is on the right lower back and radiating to the front. I hope this is not a sign of what my cramps are going to be like. I am fretting about it coming early but I am also starting to worry that it will not come. FUCK I AM SO DONE WITH THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
ETA 10:33PM: Well, it looks like it may possibly be coming, except it's doing that weird ass thing that it has been doing lately where I spot sporadically for a day and then it comes on with a vengeance. But I am still not going to rest until it fully comes on. I just hope to God I don't have the cramps from hell after having some pretty intense cramping this entire week. Especially last night and before I went to bed. I felt like my insides were on fire.
And earlier I ran to DQ and as I was leaving the mall, my right foot was bothering me. I swear to God, if a fear of a stress fracture comes back, I am going to fucking blow my brains out. Between getting anxious about eating for fear of having tooth pain, fear of getting an infected tooth, fear of going through early menopause ON TOP of the hundreds of other things I worry about and now having both sides of my jaw cracking and popping, I don't need any goddamn new fears!
Also, both MGMT and Imagine Dragons performed at Glastonbury tonight.
