Song Of The Day

I will forever love Toad the Wet Sprocket:

Ugh

I have been up since 4AM. I am EXHAUSTED beyond belief. I have no idea how I am going to get through today, although somehow I managed last Monday. But I had 45 extra minutes of sleep last week. I was hot, cold, hot, cold, etc. My head wouldn't stop with premature menopause thoughts. I am nauseous. When I finally decided to get out of bed, I couldn't stop crying and when I went in the bathroom to get done, I had some blood. I started to cry even harder (mostly of relief). Now let's hope this is actually my period.

Also, the radio sucked this morning so I turned my iPod on and "Something's Always Wrong" popped up second on shuffle. That started the waterworks all over again.

Video Of The Day

I love Toad the Wet Sprocket so much. Almost 20 years later and this song still fills me with so much emotion:

Song Of The Day

I think the song is actually about a relationship, but something is always wrong. A few years ago, it was diabetes, then a retinal detachment, then MS. A few months ago, it was a general foot stress fracture, then it was a navicular stress fraction, then meningococcemia/septicemia (a fear that tends to be reoccuring), then a tooth abscess....now it's Addison's disease.

I really and truly don't know how much more I can take of this.

Video Of The Day

I love Toad The Wet Sprocket SFM. One very underrated band: