Random Thoughts

Before I head into yet another rant about the lousy POS I work with, I have to test something out over the next few days. Now I don't like to particularly discuss my intestinal habits in detail, but I have to for the sake of this. As I have said before, 99% of the time my intestines work, I feel great afterwards. But lately, I am either constipated or having diarrhea. When I have the latter, I have really bad bloating afterwards. I am starting to wonder if it all started when I started using Truvia. We have packets of Truvia in work and I figured I'd start using them in my coffee instead of aspartame, since I have heard stevia is one of the best sweeteners to use. But now I am starting to wonder if it's what is beyond these unusual cases of diarrhea and bloating. If I am lucky enough to go to the bathroom on the weekends, when I am back to using aspartame in my coffee, I don't have this problem. I think tomorrow I will go back to using the chemical shit.

I swear to God, if I could leave my job tomorrow I would. Not because of the job itself or the company. It's because I can't take my coworkers anymore. I'm tired of listening to them say how much they wish we would be shut down. Maybe they want to be on unemployment, but I sure in hell don't! Being unemployed fucking sucked! I'm tired of listening to my FWA's friend bitch how horrible the company is to her, despite the fact that she has been written up 5 or more times and IS STILL THERE. I'm tired of listening to my FWA bitch and moan about everything under the fucking sun, from her mother-in-law drama to how no one ever takes the blame for anything (pot, meet kettle). I'm tired of watching our one MA play on her phone constantly or on the internet.

That last one really put me in a bad mood today. I walked in today at five of eight and she was sitting at her desk, playing on her phone. Her computer screen said she was locked out. I think ten or fifteen minutes later she was still on her phone, and then decides to call IT to help her. And the whole morning, every damn time I looked over at her, she was playing on her phone. She returns from lunch around 1 (pretty sure she took longer than a half hour lunch, too) and for over an hour, she actually sat and did internet surveys. Once she was done that, I saw her do a little bit of work, and then it was right back to playing on the phone. Then she made an almost 20 minute trip to Starbucks- without clocking out. Monday morning, she was also in the office and had to leave at 11. She spent the whole three hours playing on her phone and shoe shopping on the internet. I said something to my FWA about her doing internet surveys for over an hour and she just looked at me and shrugged like oh it is what it is. I wanted to punch her in the face.

My FWA was getting on my last nerve today as well. I just have to laugh at the gall of her to say her friend never thinks she does anything wrong. My FWA is notorious for that. She never does a single damn thing wrong, it's always everyone else's fault. And then for her to stand there and have the nerve to complain about her friend not having money but buying unnecessary things- HAHAHAHAHAHA! Who is the one popping out an illegitimate brat in a few months without a pot to piss in?! God, she is so fucking stupid it pisses me off. Oh and she was looking through a chart with me earlier and she is one of those annoying pregnant women who has to constantly rub her belly and the whole time standing next to me she kept rubbing it and I felt like screaming JFC we know you're pregnant! And then she starts to tell me what DDD stands for and I interrupted her and snapped "I know what it stands for!". Just because she has been doing it for longer than me doesn't mean I have no idea what any abbreviations stand for.

And that reminds me- one day one of my coworkers asked what "DX" stands for and I said "diagnosis". Next thing I know she is asking my FWA what it means. Fuck. I was so damn insulted that someone actually took her word over mine. And was I right? Yes. Yes, I was.