Why I even feel the need to continue to comment on "Haylor", I don't even know. But if I wasn't fully convinced it was all for PR, I certainly am
now. I've never seen a more ridiculous "relationship" in my life. And fake or real, I am disappointed in Harry.
And
ONTD's posts on it are ridiculous. Actually, their posts in general are ridiculous. I used to just visit the MGMT tag,
but then I started visiting the entire site daily. I normally enjoy it a
lot. The gifs are funny, the Zayn stans are hysterical. But anymore it is really starting to piss me off. It's too anal
and it's full of racist assholes. And hypocrites of THE highest
caliber. My God. It's okay for everyone to rip into Zayn's girlfriend and Liam's [ex?] girlfriend. It's okay for everyone to call them ugly and all sorts of other things. Which is a lie. They are both very attractive girls, especially Perrie, Zayn's girlfriend. But she has the nerve to be all white and shit. Heaven forbid you say anything bad about
precious pure as an angel Taylor Swift. Then the stans will rip you to shreds. I can imagine how many Taylor stans have called other celebrities whores, sluts etc. But don't you dare say that about sweet wittle Taylor Swift. Then you are a slut-shamer.
And LOL at anyone thinking she
is getting laid. That bitch is probably more frigid than me. That is why I won't call her a slut, whore, etc, even though she has had 9 million boyfriends. I was flipping through the channels late one night and her most recent POS (too lazy to type it out) was on one of the MTV Channels and the way she was acting in the video makes me think she is like those girls who are saying passive aggressive nasty things to you in a sweet as sugar voice.
What astonishes me is the number of people (fans and non-fans) who think Harry is gay. I still don't get any kind of gay vibe from him. Maybe bi. Someone posted somewhere in the internet that he is probably someone that will do anything as long as it has a hole. Yeah, I could agree with that. But I could be wrong. Louis, on the other hand.....the gay is strong with that one.
And speaking of the two, while I don't necessarily believe it, I would like to see Larry be real just to blow the minds of ONTD members. If that happened, I would laugh like Stan in the episode of American Dad when Roger keeps insisting he is "the decider".
Not that anyone cares, but the mid-cycle bleeding I have been having has ceased on Thursday. Now I have my period to look forward to coming. If it comes 30 days, I am expecting next weekend. Last month it came 35 days. And I am really hoping I can get in for an appointment with Planned Parenthood before it comes. I am in the midst of talking back and forth with my old boss, but I haven't set up an appointment yet.
I have had my nerves in a turmoil over this. I just want to know what is going on, although at the same time, I don't. And I keep making the mistake of googling it and then I end up getting upset over the potential reasons. One site suggested hypothyroidism. Several symptoms of hypothyroidism sound like what I experience (feeling cold, constipation, foggy mind, sleepiness, depression, dry skin, etc). No weight gain, though. But I have had my thyroid tested so many damn times and it's always normal. So it is more than likely not that. Then there is premature menopause, premature ovarian failure, etc. Both of which can correlate with Addison's.
I just can't even deal with this fear anymore. With the exception of the constant blood pressure taking, I am almost back to how I was before- constantly checking my skin and inside my mouth, being fearful of getting up and feeling dizzy, etc. Running repeatedly through a list of symptoms and mentally checking off what I do and do not have. I am physically and emotionally exhausted from it. I just want it to go away and never come back. And I thought it finally was.
Although I am not underweight, sometimes I wonder if things would sort out if I put on a few pounds. Every so often, I plan on upping my calorie intake to test this theory, but then I get so anxious that I won't be able to control myself and I will put on more than a few pounds.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Saturday, December 8, 2012
The WTF Of The Day
'Bigger Boobies' Hallmark Card For 13-Year-Olds Provokes Angry Protests On Twitter
That card is stupid. What in the hell was the person thinking who created that? I find Hallmark cards offensive anyway. For one, they have been putting out the same cards forever. Every time I shop there (if I have no choice but to buy a card there), I have to spend about 5 minutes trying to figure out if I have bought it before. And second, have you seen some of the stupid ass events they sell cards for? There is a whole line of "Mommy" cards and they are the stupidest things I have ever seen in my life. All full of "sanctimommy" and "woe is me I decided to procreate".
You know what offends me the most about this article? The morons in the comments. The ones who are whining and crying that this nation has turned into a bunch of whining and crying politically correct babies while simultaneously using the section as their platform to whine about the war on Christmas. I am so sick of hearing about this stupid fucking war on Christmas. I think everyone is ridiculous in the whole situation, but face it- it's America. There is more than Christianity in this nation. We are giving the freedom to practice whatever religion we want. So everyone else is allowed to be offended, just as long as the pwecious wittle Christians aren't offended? Get bent.
On another note, I have fell completely in love with this jacket (the black and white). I WANT.
That card is stupid. What in the hell was the person thinking who created that? I find Hallmark cards offensive anyway. For one, they have been putting out the same cards forever. Every time I shop there (if I have no choice but to buy a card there), I have to spend about 5 minutes trying to figure out if I have bought it before. And second, have you seen some of the stupid ass events they sell cards for? There is a whole line of "Mommy" cards and they are the stupidest things I have ever seen in my life. All full of "sanctimommy" and "woe is me I decided to procreate".
You know what offends me the most about this article? The morons in the comments. The ones who are whining and crying that this nation has turned into a bunch of whining and crying politically correct babies while simultaneously using the section as their platform to whine about the war on Christmas. I am so sick of hearing about this stupid fucking war on Christmas. I think everyone is ridiculous in the whole situation, but face it- it's America. There is more than Christianity in this nation. We are giving the freedom to practice whatever religion we want. So everyone else is allowed to be offended, just as long as the pwecious wittle Christians aren't offended? Get bent.
On another note, I have fell completely in love with this jacket (the black and white). I WANT.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Random Thoughts
I don't want to go to bed right now. Every night this week has been hell going to bed because I cannot fall asleep. I lay in bed and my head just runs and runs and runs and eventually this heavy blanket of depression covers me and I break down in tears. Never have I wished to have someone to talk to as much as I do right now. Even if it was that guy Sam I used to talk to. Even talking through email would be better than nothing.
Sitting here right now I have that horrible blanket over me. I am so worried sick over what could be causing this mid-cycle bleeding. All I keep thinking is, what if it's premature menopause? And why would I be going through it already OMG it's definitely Addison's disease. God, I finally thought I was rid of this fear. It's all the same shit over again- spending too much time in the bathroom looking over my skin, panicking every time I enjoy something salty or crave something salty, wondering why the fear is not going away, etc. What in the hell is it going to take to get rid of it? If I could have it done this second, I would put out the money for the damn stimulation test.
Sitting here right now I have that horrible blanket over me. I am so worried sick over what could be causing this mid-cycle bleeding. All I keep thinking is, what if it's premature menopause? And why would I be going through it already OMG it's definitely Addison's disease. God, I finally thought I was rid of this fear. It's all the same shit over again- spending too much time in the bathroom looking over my skin, panicking every time I enjoy something salty or crave something salty, wondering why the fear is not going away, etc. What in the hell is it going to take to get rid of it? If I could have it done this second, I would put out the money for the damn stimulation test.
Thursday, December 6, 2012
The Stupid Of The Day
Ellen DeGeneres Ad: One Million Moms Angry Over JC Penney Christmas Commercial
Pot calling the kettle black, but.....Jesus, you people are sad. I really hope the Mayans are right.
You know what was my first thought when I saw this commercial? Holy God, they said Merry Christmas at the end, now the war on Christmas morons can't bitch at them this year. I don't remember if it was last year or the year before, but at the holidays, I went on Penney's Facebook page and people were ripping them multiple assholes over them saying happy holidays. I can't recall the last time my eyes rolled so hard.
And speaking of which, if one of my cousins posts one more picture like these on Facebook, I am going to put my foot up someone's ass:
Pot calling the kettle black, but.....Jesus, you people are sad. I really hope the Mayans are right.
You know what was my first thought when I saw this commercial? Holy God, they said Merry Christmas at the end, now the war on Christmas morons can't bitch at them this year. I don't remember if it was last year or the year before, but at the holidays, I went on Penney's Facebook page and people were ripping them multiple assholes over them saying happy holidays. I can't recall the last time my eyes rolled so hard.
And speaking of which, if one of my cousins posts one more picture like these on Facebook, I am going to put my foot up someone's ass:
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Video Of The Day
MGMT's cover of "Angie" by the Rolling Stones:
This song was so goddamn completely flawless at Musikfest. I really wish they would do a studio cover of it and release a record and/or MP3 of it. I WANT IT. I NEED IT.
ETA 12/6: I just actually watched part of it (I have mostly been only listening to it) and just noticed the part when Andrew's guitar strap falls off (1:22; lol I think I heard somebody laughing at it) and the guy runs up to fix it (1:35). OMG COULD YOU IMAGINE?
I don't even want to imagine what I would do if I ever met him. I wouldn't attack him like a crazy fan or anything, but I probably would be completely speechless. Doesn't help that the boy always looks like he is pretty awkward himself in interviews. I'd be trying to think of something to say without making an ass out of myself and getting incredibly tongue-tied, and we'd both be standing there playing with our hair out of nervousness (any interview I have seen of him, he is always playing with his hair or his ear or scratching at something, and I assume it out of nervousness. But what do I know?). Oh god, it would be so awkward. And it would be the best day of my life.
ETA 12/7: Watch him in these gifs. Jesus. I am getting nervous and fidgeting just watching him.
This song was so goddamn completely flawless at Musikfest. I really wish they would do a studio cover of it and release a record and/or MP3 of it. I WANT IT. I NEED IT.
ETA 12/6: I just actually watched part of it (I have mostly been only listening to it) and just noticed the part when Andrew's guitar strap falls off (1:22; lol I think I heard somebody laughing at it) and the guy runs up to fix it (1:35). OMG COULD YOU IMAGINE?
I don't even want to imagine what I would do if I ever met him. I wouldn't attack him like a crazy fan or anything, but I probably would be completely speechless. Doesn't help that the boy always looks like he is pretty awkward himself in interviews. I'd be trying to think of something to say without making an ass out of myself and getting incredibly tongue-tied, and we'd both be standing there playing with our hair out of nervousness (any interview I have seen of him, he is always playing with his hair or his ear or scratching at something, and I assume it out of nervousness. But what do I know?). Oh god, it would be so awkward. And it would be the best day of my life.
ETA 12/7: Watch him in these gifs. Jesus. I am getting nervous and fidgeting just watching him.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
This Day Can Go Suck It
Well, right on cue, I am having mid-cycle bleeding again. This is ridiculous. What in the hell is wrong with my body? There are a million things it could be, but there is only one thing I am- scratch that, my brain is- now focused on- it could be premature menopause. Which could be a sign of Addison's. My God. Will I ever get rid of this fear? "Sick of it" doesn't even begin to cover it.
FUCK.
And I think it may be related to the bleeding, but I am so bloated I can't even breathe. I have not gone to the bathroom since last Friday, and I am not even certain of that. It might have been Thursday, I don't remember. It's making me sick to my stomach, it's giving me wicked heartburn, and now I am worried I may have an obstruction.
And then there is this [not completely staged] insanity:
Oh No They Didn't! - Haylor Lives!
MY PRINCE IS DEAD TO ME
Kind of funny that there has been nothing since the whole X-Factor thing, then out of the clear blue sky, coincidentally right before both are about to perform at some big concerts, a 2 month old grainy as fuck picture is released that is supposed to be of the two of them, then several hours later, several incredibly high quality pictures are released of two extremely huge stars walking around unmobbed in the middle of fucking Central Park in NYC. Yeah. That does not sound perfectly calculated and staged at all. Enjoy your break-up song, Harold. And if Taylor thinks death threats from the fans are bad now, wait until they break up and she writes a song condemning Harry. Fans will be out for blood, although no one should feel sorry for him. He knows what he is getting into. Or he really is that stupid.
God, some of the people on that site are obnoxious. Yes, a lot of 1D fans are ridiculous, but like none of them have ever been psycho fan girls? Please. Some of them still display their obnoxiousness quite clearly. One of the most obnoxious ones has Rihanna has her icon. Yeah. Someone who worships Rihanna is always a respectable source of advice and opinions. Whatever. I hate to admit it that at almost 29 years old, I still have my stan moments. As if that was not evident by now. But most of it is just sarcasm and exaggeration. It's not like I am out leaving dead rats in his mailbox or anything. Please. I'm not that nuts. And I really don't find him quite as flawless as I make him out to be. I could name a few things I find wrong with him, but I won't.
I think later on I am going to venture into the Larry Stylinson tag on Tumblr land. I have to see this for myself.
ETA 10:31PM: I am simultaneously amazed and horrified. WOW.
I keep catching myself every time someone on Tumblr writes "mgmt". I'm ready to say what do my flawless kings have to do with this Larry stuff, oh right it stands for management. *face palm*
ETA 12/4: Love the abundance of "Haylor" pictures coming out of the woodwork now. For God's sake, this bitch just broke up with the Kennedy kid. Not that he looks like someone who would even care. Boy doesn't look like the sharpest tool in the shed. But come on. It's bad enough she got a hold of him after his mother commits suicide. Then flaunts her new found "boy toy" all over the news? Does she have any kind of conscience? What a fucking beady eyed cunt. This stinks so bad of PR, I can practically smell it coming through my monitor. Shit like this is why I usually cannot ever be bothered with popular celebrities. Everything is so fucking fake!
FUCK.
And I think it may be related to the bleeding, but I am so bloated I can't even breathe. I have not gone to the bathroom since last Friday, and I am not even certain of that. It might have been Thursday, I don't remember. It's making me sick to my stomach, it's giving me wicked heartburn, and now I am worried I may have an obstruction.
And then there is this [not completely staged] insanity:
Oh No They Didn't! - Haylor Lives!
MY PRINCE IS DEAD TO ME
Kind of funny that there has been nothing since the whole X-Factor thing, then out of the clear blue sky, coincidentally right before both are about to perform at some big concerts, a 2 month old grainy as fuck picture is released that is supposed to be of the two of them, then several hours later, several incredibly high quality pictures are released of two extremely huge stars walking around unmobbed in the middle of fucking Central Park in NYC. Yeah. That does not sound perfectly calculated and staged at all. Enjoy your break-up song, Harold. And if Taylor thinks death threats from the fans are bad now, wait until they break up and she writes a song condemning Harry. Fans will be out for blood, although no one should feel sorry for him. He knows what he is getting into. Or he really is that stupid.
God, some of the people on that site are obnoxious. Yes, a lot of 1D fans are ridiculous, but like none of them have ever been psycho fan girls? Please. Some of them still display their obnoxiousness quite clearly. One of the most obnoxious ones has Rihanna has her icon. Yeah. Someone who worships Rihanna is always a respectable source of advice and opinions. Whatever. I hate to admit it that at almost 29 years old, I still have my stan moments. As if that was not evident by now. But most of it is just sarcasm and exaggeration. It's not like I am out leaving dead rats in his mailbox or anything. Please. I'm not that nuts. And I really don't find him quite as flawless as I make him out to be. I could name a few things I find wrong with him, but I won't.
I think later on I am going to venture into the Larry Stylinson tag on Tumblr land. I have to see this for myself.
ETA 10:31PM: I am simultaneously amazed and horrified. WOW.
I keep catching myself every time someone on Tumblr writes "mgmt". I'm ready to say what do my flawless kings have to do with this Larry stuff, oh right it stands for management. *face palm*
ETA 12/4: Love the abundance of "Haylor" pictures coming out of the woodwork now. For God's sake, this bitch just broke up with the Kennedy kid. Not that he looks like someone who would even care. Boy doesn't look like the sharpest tool in the shed. But come on. It's bad enough she got a hold of him after his mother commits suicide. Then flaunts her new found "boy toy" all over the news? Does she have any kind of conscience? What a fucking beady eyed cunt. This stinks so bad of PR, I can practically smell it coming through my monitor. Shit like this is why I usually cannot ever be bothered with popular celebrities. Everything is so fucking fake!
Friday, November 30, 2012
Random Thoughts
Wow, my brain has been in a drought this week. I have been out of things to discuss, and when I do think of something, I am not near my computer, and then by the time I get to it, I either am too lazy to come on here and type something up, too busy on another site, or I have completely forgotten what it was I wanted to discuss. I am also having an AWFUL week with my favorite bodily system, so that has been making me miserable and not feeling like doing anything.
I was woken up by a bloody nose this morning. I was half asleep and I felt this warm wet feeling under my nose and I looked down at my pillow and there was blood all over it and more gushing out of my nose. I could not get it to stop for almost 15 minutes. And when it finally did mostly stop, I did something that I don't know why I did it, since I know you shouldn't- I blew my nose. And blood started flowing out again. It was another 10 minutes before I stopped wiping blood out of my nose. I have no idea what could have caused it. My nose and sinuses are kind of dry, but I don't think dry sinuses could cause blood to gush out like it was. I know I have a deviated septum, but I am not sure what side it is on. My mom tells me I'd know because I wouldn't be able to breathe from that side, but I have so much trouble with my sinuses it is really hard to distinguish. There is less room on the right side when you look up my nose, so I am think it may be the right side. The nose bleed was coming from my right side. Last time I had a nosebleed, it was from the right side.
On one of my daily websites, I have noticed a lot of racism going on. It's probably been there forever, but I just only recently started visiting more sections of it. It bugs the shit out of me. Hating someone for the color of their skin is racism. It's not okay, it's not acceptable, there is no such thing as reverse racism. One time on a One Direction posting, I saw a comment that this person hates Zayn's girlfriend.....because she is white. There are many examples, but that one pissed me off the most. Imagine if the situation was reversed?
Another time someone posted a link to a Zayn shrine Tumblr page and the creator of the page went on some long string that Louis is some kind of racist because he interrupts Zayn a lot in interviews. Or something ridiculous of that nature. I love/hate Louis, and he's a major ass (I am going to resist making jokes from that, but....DAT ASS), but calling him a racist is a little much. I don't think Louis is that much of an....ass. Goddammit, boy! You and your big ass!
I'll never forget the time back in the good old days of AOL instant messaging when I was chatting with some guy and he was pushing for me to meet him, and I kept saying no, and then I get "you won't meet because I'm black, right?". Yeah. That's it. I wouldn't meet you because you are black, a tidbit of information I was not aware of until I was being accused of why I wouldn't meet you. It had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that he was in his 30's and I was like 19. Dumbass.
Sometimes I wish the world could do like that episode of the Fairly Oddparents when Timmy gets tired of his dentist always thinking he is superior to everyone, and wishes that everyone could be the same and everyone turns into gray blobs. But it would probably end up like how it turns out in the episode, with people still belittling each other. I really hate this world sometimes.
I just found out one of my favorite supermarkets is closing. I am so disappointed. It seems like every store or restaurant I like is disappearing.
I was woken up by a bloody nose this morning. I was half asleep and I felt this warm wet feeling under my nose and I looked down at my pillow and there was blood all over it and more gushing out of my nose. I could not get it to stop for almost 15 minutes. And when it finally did mostly stop, I did something that I don't know why I did it, since I know you shouldn't- I blew my nose. And blood started flowing out again. It was another 10 minutes before I stopped wiping blood out of my nose. I have no idea what could have caused it. My nose and sinuses are kind of dry, but I don't think dry sinuses could cause blood to gush out like it was. I know I have a deviated septum, but I am not sure what side it is on. My mom tells me I'd know because I wouldn't be able to breathe from that side, but I have so much trouble with my sinuses it is really hard to distinguish. There is less room on the right side when you look up my nose, so I am think it may be the right side. The nose bleed was coming from my right side. Last time I had a nosebleed, it was from the right side.
On one of my daily websites, I have noticed a lot of racism going on. It's probably been there forever, but I just only recently started visiting more sections of it. It bugs the shit out of me. Hating someone for the color of their skin is racism. It's not okay, it's not acceptable, there is no such thing as reverse racism. One time on a One Direction posting, I saw a comment that this person hates Zayn's girlfriend.....because she is white. There are many examples, but that one pissed me off the most. Imagine if the situation was reversed?
Another time someone posted a link to a Zayn shrine Tumblr page and the creator of the page went on some long string that Louis is some kind of racist because he interrupts Zayn a lot in interviews. Or something ridiculous of that nature. I love/hate Louis, and he's a major ass (I am going to resist making jokes from that, but....DAT ASS), but calling him a racist is a little much. I don't think Louis is that much of an....ass. Goddammit, boy! You and your big ass!
I'll never forget the time back in the good old days of AOL instant messaging when I was chatting with some guy and he was pushing for me to meet him, and I kept saying no, and then I get "you won't meet because I'm black, right?". Yeah. That's it. I wouldn't meet you because you are black, a tidbit of information I was not aware of until I was being accused of why I wouldn't meet you. It had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that he was in his 30's and I was like 19. Dumbass.
Sometimes I wish the world could do like that episode of the Fairly Oddparents when Timmy gets tired of his dentist always thinking he is superior to everyone, and wishes that everyone could be the same and everyone turns into gray blobs. But it would probably end up like how it turns out in the episode, with people still belittling each other. I really hate this world sometimes.
I just found out one of my favorite supermarkets is closing. I am so disappointed. It seems like every store or restaurant I like is disappearing.
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
"War" Is Declared Once Again
Cripes. I almost forgot about this yearly nonsense:
Fox News' 'War On Christmas' Returns (VIDEO)
"We don't attack any other religion"? Are you for real, Doreen? Really. Are you fucking kidding me? I can't even with this. This whole situation....it's just embarrassing now. And I am not just referring to the war on Christmas whiners. I am referring to the people out there who do actually get offended by what someone wishes them. It's still no damn war, though. The war on Christmas whiners need to pull their heads out of their ass. If there is anything they need to be pissed about, it's how Christmas has gone from being about the birth of Jeebus to a materialistic nightmare.
Come on- a holiday tree? For heaven's sake, people.
Fox News' 'War On Christmas' Returns (VIDEO)
"We don't attack any other religion"? Are you for real, Doreen? Really. Are you fucking kidding me? I can't even with this. This whole situation....it's just embarrassing now. And I am not just referring to the war on Christmas whiners. I am referring to the people out there who do actually get offended by what someone wishes them. It's still no damn war, though. The war on Christmas whiners need to pull their heads out of their ass. If there is anything they need to be pissed about, it's how Christmas has gone from being about the birth of Jeebus to a materialistic nightmare.
Come on- a holiday tree? For heaven's sake, people.
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