Random Thoughts

Got my hair cut today. Pretty sure I may have the same hairdo as Will Berman right now.

Commercial count - 10. Saw it twice last night and just a few minute ago during Food Factory. It's funny- last night I was looking for the words to that new Little Caesars commercial and I came across the website Commercials I Hate. Good site, if you hate most commercials like I do. Anyway, I was curious to see if the commercial was on there and surprisingly, it was. A lot of people complaining about the "political correctness" of it. I am not a big fan of being PC, but I do try to be to a certain degree. But I have to say, the political correctness these people are talking about totally went over my head. I see it somewhat now, but guess I am just not that PC observant.

I read the whole thread and was actually surprised to find out one of the people in the video is an actor. Not acting in the commercial itself, but as a normal job. I was even more shocked to find out said person is younger than me. Only like a year or so, but still.

Damn, I don't know what that "thing" I had the other day did to me, but I feel so miserable right now. All yesterday I was slightly nauseous and a little more nauseous at night. I went to eat a banana and after I opened it up, I couldn't bring myself to eat it. My Jell-O made me want to throw up. I woke up feeling incredibly bloated and nauseous. I am even more bloated and nauseous right now. I have no appetite and am turned off by a lot of foods. Haven't gone to the bathroom since Thursday. My lower left side is making an unbelievable racket and I have so much trapped gas and even 4 Gas-Ex pills haven't done anything (sorry). Oh, and I have the heartburn from hell.

I feel almost like I did that time in December 2012 when I was spotting during my period. I have actually been having some brown spotting the past several days so I don't know if that has anything to do with it or what. All I know is I want this to go away.

When someone is probably an undiagnosed hypochondriac, the worst thing is for the person to get sick. Especially if the person hasn't quite shed the fear of a specific disease and is experiencing things that are symptoms of said disease.

On Friday morning, I opened up my email in work and I had several emails, all office memos from my manager being nit-picky about this or that in the office. And the last one was to me, telling me to put in my PTO request for calling out on Thursday. Oh, and she knows I sounded upset on the phone when I called her, but next time I need to give a reason why I am calling out. First off, how often do I call out? I have worked for this damn company for a combined total of 2.5 years. I have called out unexpectedly ONE other time. And I gave a reason when I called! Two, she knows I sounded upset, so clearly I wasn't calling out for shits and giggles. Three, she could have simply just asked me. Or asked me the next day. Under normal circumstances I would have definitely have given a reason. It's not like I did it on purpose. But let's see, uh, I just passed out about 15 minutes prior to calling. I was very shook up and anxious and wasn't exactly clearheaded.

Ugh, I am not looking forward to this baby shower tomorrow.

IT'S TIME....

To see what the Blizzard of the Month is! And it is.....

A Fan favorite returns. Welcome back Mint Oreo #BLIZZARDTreat! #shamrocking #LOVEmyDQ pic.twitter.com/inKCogiUak
— Dairy Queen (@DairyQueen) March 1, 2014

Oh. It's one they have all year long.

Ugh 2

Damn, I am still feeling kind of nauseous. And my taste is off. I really hope I feel better tomorrow. I do not want to have to lose another day of work.

The other day I checked out the page of this girl I mentioned before, the one who calls herself an Italian princess still. Good god she is even bigger than she was before. And that just makes me want to cackle. And now she is some right wing nutcase that likes to bitch about welfare baby mommas (wouldn't be surprised if she was once one). Also, she still likes to brag about what a badass she is. You're thirty years old and a mom now! Grow the hell up already!

And she shares a page with her husband. That makes me so fucking stabby. It seems so damn possessive. Facebook is free, for Cripe's sake. Get your own damn page!

Commercial count - 7. Seen it once last night and tonight. I was surprised to see it tonight during Food Factory. And speaking of commercials, I like those Little Caesars commercials.

Ugh

This past weekend, both my sister and my brother-in-law had some kind of stomach bug. I have been sweating out getting it. All of this week, I have felt really crappy. Exhausted, cranky, drained, and my stomach has been a bloated mess. Well, this morning I woke up feeling nauseous and overall crappy. The nausea kept getting worse so finally I got up and went in the bathroom and sat on the toilet with the trash can on my lap (hey, if I was going to end up with diarrhea too I wasn't going to be caught off guard). I started to get really warm all over and lightheaded and my vision started darkening and next thing I knew I woke up on the bathroom floor.

I got up off of the floor and went in to wake up my parents but then decided against it and just sat down on the couch. I started to feel nauseous again and when I got up I started to feel lightheaded again, so I sat back down for a few minutes, then went back in to the bathroom. Afterwards, I climbed back in to bed and was freezing cold at that point and was having cramping all across my back and lower abdomen. I called my manager and told her I wasn't coming in to work. I hated calling out, but the fact that I actually passed out made me a little nervous to drive to work.

I fell back asleep and woke up at almost 11:30AM. I told my mom what happened when she asked me why I wasn't in work- I have to laugh because she says "are you sure you passed out?". And a few minutes ago, my dad just asked me "are you feeling any better since you passed out? Or you think you did?". Um, let's see- I was sitting on the toilet and then woke up on the floor; I think it's safe to say I did pass out. Why is everyone freaking doubting me? Anyway, back to when I woke up, while I was talking to my mom, I started to feel warm and nauseous again, so I went and sat on the toilet with my head between my legs. No passing out this time, thank goodness.

I feel lousy. My legs and back hurt and I keep getting pains across my abdomen. And my anxiety is having a fucking field day with this. Blacking out? Legs and back hurt? Are you sure your Addison's fear aren't legitimate? Oh, and my blood pressure was 102/59 earlier. Then again, when my sister first got sick, her blood pressure was like 84/49. It's a weird bug, or whatever it is.

I hate getting sick. Just like when I get hurt, I get cranky as hell when I am sick. Considering my immune system is usually like super strength, I think I get offended that my immune system didn't work hard enough to prevent me from getting sick. Then again, I don't know what this is. I haven't had any fevers, and even as nauseous as I have been, I haven't vomited (knock on wood) and I only had diarrhea once (sorry). The rest of the time was just normal. Or maybe that's just my chronically constipated digestive system's answer to a stomach bug.

And if it's not a bug, I am wondering if it has anything to do with IBS. I have been having a bad flare up this week and I am almost wondering if it got bad enough to actually cause me to feel so sick and pass out. It apparently can happen.

My FWA was whining on Facebook earlier that she is so over this day and it needs to be over. Aw, what's the matter? You have to pick up my slack for once?

Random Thoughts

Commercial viewing count is now at 5. I saw it twice today. I still can't help but wonder why all of a sudden it's showing so much. Eh, whatever, I'm not complaining. All I know is every time I hear it, I practically give myself whiplash turning my head to see it.

Maybe one of these days I will post it as Video Of The Day. But I won't say it is the commercial.

I have been in such a horrible mood today. Not really sure why. All I know is my sister calling and telling me that I have a hair appointment on Saturday at 12:30PM really set me off. I knew I should have told her I did not want to go on a Saturday. Did I listen to myself? No. I am a little pissed about not being able to sleep until when I want to but I am more pissed about it running into my lunch time than anything. God, it's so fucking annoying, having to eat at certain times.

Also, I am really not looking forward to this damn baby shower on Sunday. Ugh.

And then I had to stop at the market on the way home and it was packed. Packed with mean old people. I was ready to scream standing in line. Like they don't have all freaking day to go? All I wanted to do was get home and see my mom, since she just came home today.

I haven't heard any more crying on Tartlr about the Andrew and his girlfriend thing. I'm sorry, deep down I am dying to know if they did break up. Why, I don't know. Just nosey, I guess. And in a way it kind of makes me sad if it's true. They are cute together. It wasn't very nice, but the first time I saw the "Alien Days" video, one of the first things I thought was, what if they ever break up? Anyway you look at it, if it's true....my body (and virginity) is ready, Mr. VanWyngarden.

Yeah. One can wish, eh?

The Awesome/Tweet Of The Day

First off, Mom did fine with her surgery!

And then....this:

Man crush Monday https://t.co/a5DfalxHa2
— MMGGMMTT (@whoisMGMT) February 24, 2014

Andrew tweeting a Kids in the Hall video? I think I just died and went to heaven.

Ugh

Mom has her surgery today. Shit, I wish I would have just stayed home today. I have no idea how I am going to be able to concentrate in work.

The Awesome Of The Day

I was eating lunch and.....surprise! The commercial came on again! I seen it on TV Land today while I was watching Roseanne. I always thought TV Land would be a good channel to see it, but those times I waited to see it before, it never came on. Earlier today, though, I saw one of the other commercials, so I was hoping I'd see it. And I did, albeit when I was least expecting it!

Now it's going to be like hell to pry me away from the boob tube today, because I am going to want to wait around to see it again. Although.....The Brady Bunch is on now.

10:57PM: Yay! Just saw it on Nick at Nite! 

Ugh, I am so fucking weird. Also, I wonder if now I'll start seeing it so much that I will get sick of it!

Also, what is the stuff about Andrew and his girlfriend supposedly breaking up? I mean, it's Tartlr I am hearing it from, but I like gossip sometimes, so I still can't help but get sucked in, wanting to know if it's true or not. But the tears! Oh the tears! And the drama! Oh the drama of it all! It's like someone freaking died! It's just two people (maybe) broken up! Good god. These people are acting like the break-up, if it even happened, somehow personally affects them!

And another thing....I am tired of hearing a certain someone say she just wants Andrew happy and to be married. First off, I adore the boy, but to invest that much into the happiness of someone you do not even personally know is just freaking creepy. And does anyone stop to think maybe there is a small chance that he just doesn't want to marry?

Random Thoughts

It was so nice to have some nice weather on Saturday! Well, Friday was warmer but 1) I was in work and 2) it rained. We were also under a tornado watch. I almost had a heart attack when I saw that. But it as nice and sunny on Saturday. Of course, that brought all of the cretins out of the woodwork and every where was packed to the gills. All we did was go to the bank, two different Wal-Farts, a Boscov's, and Red Robin for dinner. I love Red Robin. I am usually not a big fan of steak fries, but damn do I love theirs. And because I am always watching my girlish figure, I always have to resist taking advantage of the bottomless fries.

Later on, I trekked to DQ to try the red velvet Blizzard. It was good! It just could have used some more cake pieces and cream cheese frosting. But it was not nearly as sweet as I thought it would be, though. I'm already impatient to see what it's in store for March's.

When I was eating my lunch while I was out, the left side of my jaw kept clicking. It was driving me nuts. Not to mention, I woke up with a cold or allergies or something (yet to be determined) on Friday morning and my ears are terribly clogged so they, too, were clicking and popping the whole time I was eating. And I know I was not chewing properly because I am still terrified of biting down and feeling pain so I ended up with a headache after I finished eating. In addition to major sinus pressure and burning. I was not a happy camper.

This obsession with worrying about developing an abscess is going to drive me up the wall. It's nice to have a break from my other health worries, but I want no health worries, dammit! I don't even want to eat or drink because I am so afraid of having sensitivity or feeling pain or whatever. I am constantly checking my gums in the mirror or poking at them or tapping on my teeth. I haven't had much, if any sensitivity, since I was at the dentist, but I am still not letting my guard down.

I finally purchased a mouth guard. Not sure how good it will work, though.

So like I said, I finally saw my commercial on Friday! I swear, it always comes on when I least expect it. I always watch Spongebob before I go to work and have never seen it. Unless it plays at that particular time, in which I always have the Local on the 8's on and miss it. Or it was just a fluke. Guess I'll find out this week. Or it will be another couple weeks before I see it again. I saw two other commercials for the same company during Food Factory on Thursday and Saturday night, but not that particular one. On Friday night, I decided Nick at Night may be a good spot to see it, but alas I only saw the same two commercials as during Food Factory.

Also, I think I really need to quit ONTD minus the MGMT articles. It's a shame, because it can be a really nice community, but more often than not, I am finding it to not be.

OMG FINALLY

I just saw the commercial I have been waiting for! About freaking time! I was going to change the channel to watch the Local on the 8's, but I was too lazy to reach for the remote control to change the channel. I am so glad I did not! Yay!

Now....let's see how long it is before I see it again.