Cows make more milk when listening to R.E.M
*and*
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Wut
As I said once before, every time I hear that damn Ultimate Poker or Ultimate Casino (I think it's for both) I get the song stuck in my head. I've googled it a couple times to find out who the song is by and haven't been successful. Well, I gave it a shot again tonight and finally got an answer just now and it's called "Can't Hold Us" and it's by.....Macklemore? Seriously? LMFAO.
Earlier I was on one of the MGMT fan pages I regularly visit and someone, probably some dumb young kid, asked a question about Andrew and his girlfriend and the owner of the page gave an extremely sarcastic response to it. Yes, maybe it was a little bit of a silly question, but there was no need for the snippy response. I don't know what in the hell the girl's problem is that runs the page, but she needs to sit the fuck down. I only go on her page for the pictures of MGMT, but I always have to weed through her pretentious hipster oh I am so cool and so much better than you because I only listen to "indie" music bullshit to get to it.
And her obsession with Andrew's girlfriend is really freaking creepy. I mean, I agree that she is an attractive girl, but to go as far as wanting to fuck her? No. Well....maybe. But I still guarantee most of these girls wouldn't give a shit about her if she wasn't dating Andrew. And this one picture she posted earlier of her.....gurl, the Spice Girls called; they want their platform boots back.
Also, that Ariana Grande chick has an extremely annoying speaking voice. Yikes.
Also also....severe weather on Friday? TOR:CON of 2? Really?
Earlier I was on one of the MGMT fan pages I regularly visit and someone, probably some dumb young kid, asked a question about Andrew and his girlfriend and the owner of the page gave an extremely sarcastic response to it. Yes, maybe it was a little bit of a silly question, but there was no need for the snippy response. I don't know what in the hell the girl's problem is that runs the page, but she needs to sit the fuck down. I only go on her page for the pictures of MGMT, but I always have to weed through her pretentious hipster oh I am so cool and so much better than you because I only listen to "indie" music bullshit to get to it.
And her obsession with Andrew's girlfriend is really freaking creepy. I mean, I agree that she is an attractive girl, but to go as far as wanting to fuck her? No. Well....maybe. But I still guarantee most of these girls wouldn't give a shit about her if she wasn't dating Andrew. And this one picture she posted earlier of her.....gurl, the Spice Girls called; they want their platform boots back.
Also, that Ariana Grande chick has an extremely annoying speaking voice. Yikes.
Also also....severe weather on Friday? TOR:CON of 2? Really?
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
The WTF Of The Day
Cops: Man robbed of rock salt at gunpoint
Wow, I have heard salt supplies were getting low, but come on.
This winter needs to end already.
Wow, I have heard salt supplies were getting low, but come on.
This winter needs to end already.
Random Thoughts
Wow, my monthly time needs to come ASAP. Not only am I anxious as hell, hostile and irritable as hell, but it's also the time I think of wanting to hurt myself the most.
So I did end up going to the dentist on Monday morning. What a freaking waste. I am so damn disgusted. I think from now on, if I cannot see my usual dentist, I am not going to go. I explained how I had pain in my two teeth that mysteriously stopped, the sensitivity in both teeth, how I am not chewing properly and am getting headaches and soreness on the left side near my ear, and how I had a chip out of my back molar. The latter was the only thing taking care of.
I feel like the dentist did nothing. No spraying cold water or air or anything on either tooth to determine which teeth exactly were bothering me. All she did was patch up my back tooth and told me I need to come back for a crown in a couple weeks. After she finished, I said well what about the sensitivity? She gave me Sensodyne and told me if that doesn't help, then I need to go see a root canal specialist. I'm sorry, am I crazy for thinking that is jumping the gun a little much? Like they won't even try a crown or anything on either tooth? My usual dentist is going to do my crown so I am going to ask him about it when I go.
If I don't end up back there sooner. I have been such a wreck since I went. I don't want to have to have root canal done. It's not so much I am afraid of root canal in itself (although someone better prescribe me Ativan or Valium for the day I would go); it's everything that would come after. And reading people's horror stories of post-procedure infections. JFC. I am so terrified I am going to develop an abscess if I don't get what is possibly wrong taken care of ASAP. I don't even want to eat because I am afraid of feeling pain or of food getting in and causing infection. I am not even going to continue listing what else I am afraid of because I am just going to make my anxiety worse.
And in addition to THAT anxiety, my mother is having surgery on Monday, so I am an anxious mess about that. I am so worried that something will happen and I'll feel awful that I didn't push her more to not have it done. I swear to God, sometimes it amazes me I have never tried to kill myself. I'm trying to decide whether to take the day off or not; I want to be there, but to be honest, I think I will be worse of an anxious mess if I have to sit in the waiting room with my father and my grandmother. I honestly think I would have to admit myself to the psychiatric floor. Which with how I am feeling right now, sounds like a pretty damn good idea.
I am listening to "Precious" by Depeche Mode right now and the first time I heard that song was right around the time I went off of Effexor cold turkey. I miss my life before that.
So I did end up going to the dentist on Monday morning. What a freaking waste. I am so damn disgusted. I think from now on, if I cannot see my usual dentist, I am not going to go. I explained how I had pain in my two teeth that mysteriously stopped, the sensitivity in both teeth, how I am not chewing properly and am getting headaches and soreness on the left side near my ear, and how I had a chip out of my back molar. The latter was the only thing taking care of.
I feel like the dentist did nothing. No spraying cold water or air or anything on either tooth to determine which teeth exactly were bothering me. All she did was patch up my back tooth and told me I need to come back for a crown in a couple weeks. After she finished, I said well what about the sensitivity? She gave me Sensodyne and told me if that doesn't help, then I need to go see a root canal specialist. I'm sorry, am I crazy for thinking that is jumping the gun a little much? Like they won't even try a crown or anything on either tooth? My usual dentist is going to do my crown so I am going to ask him about it when I go.
If I don't end up back there sooner. I have been such a wreck since I went. I don't want to have to have root canal done. It's not so much I am afraid of root canal in itself (although someone better prescribe me Ativan or Valium for the day I would go); it's everything that would come after. And reading people's horror stories of post-procedure infections. JFC. I am so terrified I am going to develop an abscess if I don't get what is possibly wrong taken care of ASAP. I don't even want to eat because I am afraid of feeling pain or of food getting in and causing infection. I am not even going to continue listing what else I am afraid of because I am just going to make my anxiety worse.
And in addition to THAT anxiety, my mother is having surgery on Monday, so I am an anxious mess about that. I am so worried that something will happen and I'll feel awful that I didn't push her more to not have it done. I swear to God, sometimes it amazes me I have never tried to kill myself. I'm trying to decide whether to take the day off or not; I want to be there, but to be honest, I think I will be worse of an anxious mess if I have to sit in the waiting room with my father and my grandmother. I honestly think I would have to admit myself to the psychiatric floor. Which with how I am feeling right now, sounds like a pretty damn good idea.
I am listening to "Precious" by Depeche Mode right now and the first time I heard that song was right around the time I went off of Effexor cold turkey. I miss my life before that.
Monday, February 17, 2014
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Ugh
I was on some medical forum earlier and I drifted in to the TMJ and muscle community and I read a post about a dental procedure gone awry. The girl had developed a bone infection that apparently spread to her brain. She's okay now, but still. Not the smartest thing to do the night before going to the dentist. Congratulations, Slightly Short of Sane. Are you happy now?
Random Thoughts
Well, my nephew's first birthday party is done and over with. It was a nice day. Well, not so much the weather (It snowed. Again). My nephew was cranky as shit, though, because he didn't nap. I love that boy to death, but things like that remind me why I don't want children.
Last weekend, I went to one of our farmer's markets with my parents so they could get some supplies for the party today. And while I was there, I happened to see some kid I went to school with. And I actually had a crush on him in sixth grade. Of course, like 99% of the crushes I have had, I look back at it in horror. He was disabled, more than likely what I was attracted to, since I have admitted to having a bit of a fetish for before. Anyway, he happened to turn around at one point and....let's just say he was more disabled than the last time I saw him. And I am absolutely ashamed to admit this, but.....I was fucking horrified. And even worse, I was repulsed. It actually skeeved me out. And I can't stop thinking about it and it's just so repulsive. I can't stand that it won't leave my head, not to mention I feel AWFUL for feeling so horrible about it.
I know, I know. God, I am a horrible person.
I was on MGMT's Twitter page last night and....thirst. So much thirst. Thirst as far as the eye can see. It was freaking embarrassing. And speaking of thirst, one of the fan pages I visit posted a picture of what is supposedly Andrew in his undies and people were freaking out about seeing his penis. And saying he is pretty well endowed. Now I enlarged the picture as big as my iPad would allow (what? I never denied not being thirsty myself), but to be honest, I don't think he is really that big. I'm not saying that as a bad thing, because he looks like he is a nice size. Then again, I won't deny that I don't know what truly would be considered a big penis as opposed to a small one. Besides, the idea of a huge penis inside of me scares the ever loving shit out of me, so even if he is actually what is considered small, what the hell do I care?
When my FWA's friend came to work with pinkeye, my FWA threw a fit and made it all about herself and her damn pregnancy. She started again on Friday about it, that her friend had a lot of nerve coming in to work with pink eye when she knows a pregnant person works there and can't take antibiotics. She's been constantly ranting about getting it and not being able to take antibiotics, so finally I texted my sister and asked her if it's true pregnant women can't take antibiotics. She said nope, they can. I swear, my FWA finds any fucking reason to make everything about her pregnancy. And all she does the whole damn day is walk around rubbing her belly and talking about her pregnancy and I feel like saying JFC we know you're pregnant STFU!
And one day she said something about being on WIC and how she doesn't want to be, but she needs some assistance. No. If you can't afford baby without assistance, then you don't deliberately get pregnant. Just because you WANT a baby doesn't mean you get one when you want it.
I still cannot get over missing that commercial the other day. It still infuriates me. I used to always see it during Too Cute or American Eats and I see it during neither. I even put the Olympics on, since I know the product the commercial is for are sponsors (I actually keep wondering if the Olympics are maybe why I am not seeing it, because it didn't start not showing until they started). And still nothing. I swear, if I ever get to see it again, I am going to miss it again because I am going to pass out from shock.
And sure, thanks to the wonderful world of the internet, I can watch it on Youtube and do, in fact, have it on my favorites list. But I haven't watch it yet because.....I don't know, I feel kind of awkward watching it. Don't ask me to explain, because I don't know why.
And speaking of commercials, I keep seeing commercials for Longhorn and they show the Chocolate Stampede in it and it's making me crave it so bad. All 2430 calories of it. I'm still pissed they got rid of that dessert with the fried cheesecake pieces on top of ice cream with strawberry syrup. It was so good! And I am also debating whether I want to try the Blizzard of the Month (red velvet cake) or not. It looks good, but sounds kind of sweet.
I called the dentist earlier and ended up making an appointment for Monday morning at 9. The girl was so abrupt on the phone (which was surprising, because usually she is fairly nice) and I ended up kind of caving into the appointment. I really want to go as soon as possible, but I am afraid of telling my manager about it. I would still go in to work at normal time and leave like 8:40 or so. But still. I don't know whether to cancel it or just keep it and call my boss before Monday to let her know I made an urgent appointment.
Last weekend, I went to one of our farmer's markets with my parents so they could get some supplies for the party today. And while I was there, I happened to see some kid I went to school with. And I actually had a crush on him in sixth grade. Of course, like 99% of the crushes I have had, I look back at it in horror. He was disabled, more than likely what I was attracted to, since I have admitted to having a bit of a fetish for before. Anyway, he happened to turn around at one point and....let's just say he was more disabled than the last time I saw him. And I am absolutely ashamed to admit this, but.....I was fucking horrified. And even worse, I was repulsed. It actually skeeved me out. And I can't stop thinking about it and it's just so repulsive. I can't stand that it won't leave my head, not to mention I feel AWFUL for feeling so horrible about it.
I know, I know. God, I am a horrible person.
I was on MGMT's Twitter page last night and....thirst. So much thirst. Thirst as far as the eye can see. It was freaking embarrassing. And speaking of thirst, one of the fan pages I visit posted a picture of what is supposedly Andrew in his undies and people were freaking out about seeing his penis. And saying he is pretty well endowed. Now I enlarged the picture as big as my iPad would allow (what? I never denied not being thirsty myself), but to be honest, I don't think he is really that big. I'm not saying that as a bad thing, because he looks like he is a nice size. Then again, I won't deny that I don't know what truly would be considered a big penis as opposed to a small one. Besides, the idea of a huge penis inside of me scares the ever loving shit out of me, so even if he is actually what is considered small, what the hell do I care?
When my FWA's friend came to work with pinkeye, my FWA threw a fit and made it all about herself and her damn pregnancy. She started again on Friday about it, that her friend had a lot of nerve coming in to work with pink eye when she knows a pregnant person works there and can't take antibiotics. She's been constantly ranting about getting it and not being able to take antibiotics, so finally I texted my sister and asked her if it's true pregnant women can't take antibiotics. She said nope, they can. I swear, my FWA finds any fucking reason to make everything about her pregnancy. And all she does the whole damn day is walk around rubbing her belly and talking about her pregnancy and I feel like saying JFC we know you're pregnant STFU!
And one day she said something about being on WIC and how she doesn't want to be, but she needs some assistance. No. If you can't afford baby without assistance, then you don't deliberately get pregnant. Just because you WANT a baby doesn't mean you get one when you want it.
I still cannot get over missing that commercial the other day. It still infuriates me. I used to always see it during Too Cute or American Eats and I see it during neither. I even put the Olympics on, since I know the product the commercial is for are sponsors (I actually keep wondering if the Olympics are maybe why I am not seeing it, because it didn't start not showing until they started). And still nothing. I swear, if I ever get to see it again, I am going to miss it again because I am going to pass out from shock.
And sure, thanks to the wonderful world of the internet, I can watch it on Youtube and do, in fact, have it on my favorites list. But I haven't watch it yet because.....I don't know, I feel kind of awkward watching it. Don't ask me to explain, because I don't know why.
And speaking of commercials, I keep seeing commercials for Longhorn and they show the Chocolate Stampede in it and it's making me crave it so bad. All 2430 calories of it. I'm still pissed they got rid of that dessert with the fried cheesecake pieces on top of ice cream with strawberry syrup. It was so good! And I am also debating whether I want to try the Blizzard of the Month (red velvet cake) or not. It looks good, but sounds kind of sweet.
I called the dentist earlier and ended up making an appointment for Monday morning at 9. The girl was so abrupt on the phone (which was surprising, because usually she is fairly nice) and I ended up kind of caving into the appointment. I really want to go as soon as possible, but I am afraid of telling my manager about it. I would still go in to work at normal time and leave like 8:40 or so. But still. I don't know whether to cancel it or just keep it and call my boss before Monday to let her know I made an urgent appointment.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Friday, February 14, 2014
FTS Even More
As I have mentioned, that same damn second to last molar was bothering me ONCE AGAIN, as well as an upper left molar (the first, I think). They both bothered me, then mysteriously stopped. But both are sensitive as fuck to cold stuff now. Well, I just was looking in a magnified mirror to see if there was any gum swelling....and a piece of my back left molar was missing. The same one that lost a piece back over the summer. I have myself so worried that I have or will get an abscess.
Oh and I also have ungodly PMS right now. And I am still pissed beyond belief that I missed that commercial yesterday.
Oh and I also have ungodly PMS right now. And I am still pissed beyond belief that I missed that commercial yesterday.
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